I know that I seem as if I'm no fun at all, But once reaching the level I am at .... Well Let Me Give You an Im meaning! Just now as I was trying to get my work done I got a Beep from My #FaceBook Profile, That Dam Messenger I Hate It! Never #Download That Shit! It collects your contacts! Anyways .... This is What Happen and This is How I Truly Feel When It Happens:
(Guy)Thanks for the follow back nice to meet you and happy new year
about an hour ago
welcome babe! Just set me to Private please so im seen only by you on
your profile page, Im an #ESCORT and don't need all the drama
29 minutes ago
(Guy) Where r u from
profile page tells ya, but mainly Florida
(Guy) Ok I'm down here in Fort Lauderdale where r u
(SAXXX) ok babe whats up
u ask to be apart of My ESCORT Profile to Book or you just saw my
profile and want in ? I looked and #READ over your profile but it seems
guys never do the same to mine, because if so they would see, I don't do
that chat back and forth unless its money being made, I really am not
trying to be mean, but Im settled and I have no other needs then that
(Guy) Ok sorry
am sorry if this offends but , just as ur attempting to chat I am in my
studio's editing and posting to my many site and your asking question
that if ppl take time and READ my Profiles, Scroll and research and find
things out for them self ! And then maybe it would BLOW my mind when you
do get me on chat that you could amaze me with how well you know things
about me so I don't have to feel like a high schooler going back and
forth answering small Q and A's
be sorry Im just not that type of 48 yr old women, I don't really chat,
nor am I looking for anyone. (SaXXX) I understand I just wish more guys knew
that all ladies aren't the same and take time to look and read over
profiles of of ppl they are trying to get at! But thanks baby!
(SaXXX) So Your not looking for escort Services? is that what your saying? Cause if not then ...
(The Guy)No sweetheart just wanted to get to no u better that's all ************************************************************************************ Guys Im Sorry That I Am About My Biz More Then Trying To Get To Know You More! Every Few Weeks I have to REMIND Guys! #Whores Are Not Looking For Chat's, Walks, Holding Hands, and all that kind of stuff! I know who I am and Im Not INTO ALL That TYPE #Chatting About BULLSHIT for hours and Nothing! I'm just NOT That Lonely! Or Am I Interested In Most Every Day Bull! When I wanna Chat I call My Close #Friends NOT Total #Strangers! It's just not how I do things!
And If Your thinking "Oh wow, she may find a good man or another friend by being more chat like") Um People Dont you Think I Got That In #ABUNDANCE ALREADY! Giggle! Hey Im just Saying, Really?! My #Profile #Headers and #Banners Says It All For Me and Yet, Here Ya'll Go Trying to Swoon SaXXX! Na Dudes! But You Can #Book #SAXXX and That Way We Both Win! You Can Chat All You Want After You #Donate Those Funds! http://www.niteflirt.com/MsSaXXX Shit It's a Win Win, you can ask me all those #question that seems to be so very important to you, and I Can #Pay My #Bills! LMFAO!!! I'm Not Mean But It's Just so #Boring and #Annoying to me ....
Hey I know a lot of you think of me as A Young Super Freak That's Bitchy and Dam Good at What It Is I Do!
I thank You All So Very Much For Believing most of that about me! But really Im Not YOUNG, I'm a Very Mature 48 year old That Look and Feel like Im 23, Lol! although I look it and so many of you love to say Age ain't nothing but a Number! For me that saying does not fit! I believe in old School Terms, and I want the Respect that a person should receive after being in this world for some time, enduring somethings others may have never. With that being said I know I look great and I look as if I can drop it like it's #hot and I can. But I prefer not for a number of reasons people, ( Youngins ) LMFAO! That Contact me for #services! Yep I'm always being straight up and #honest! You see those Porn #Video's you be watching that look like a #Bitch back being broken and or a women is being #RAPED! (I Absolutely Hate Those Type Films) I'll talk about that another time though! SaXXX IS SO NOT WITH IT! Infact I Suffer from #PTSD and one time this dude called himself being #rough with me and #slapped my as while we where doing it doggy style and I turn around so fast and punch the #fuck outta him all the while forgetting the fact that I almost ripped his #dick off with my #tight #ass #pussy! ( LMFAO! No LYE) So Guys, Young Guys Especially, Ya'll get so happy and excited to be getting some MILF/GILF Pussy let alone that I even answered you, sometimes ya'll get #FILMING/#Escorting mixed up with you can do all that you want when your busy #FANTASIZING! Well guys sorry I'm not a Fantasy I am Very Real and Some of that shit Ya'll do can hurt if not down right, That is why PORNSTARS are who they are. They are very special people with great talents and they get paid well for turning you guys on like that!
I am NOT A# PornStar, I Just do filming of my #sex-capades! I am an #PAID #ESCORT and Adult Entertainer!
I know I hate to dampen your dreams too, but I am none for being REAL! I know no other way people! But even when I was a young chick, I never liked being man handled, I love Sensual, love making, Passionate fucking! Not that shit that looks like Black on Black Crimes! I just don't see , or want to see my beautiful brothers or sista's in such a light!
I wanna see us making Passionate Exciting Love to each other, Long, Slow Deep, Strokes, back rubs and Kissing type shit! He it's my Preference! Shit I'm so serious about how I feel til it's one of my biggest reason I refuse to film with some company's or guy's that contact me! I'm just not with that look!
So Thank you So Very Much For Your Adoration and believe, I know you don't really mean any harm, it's just the way the biz has you guys thinking that that type of madness is accepted by all us females! Remember us females are not all the same! I don't know how many times I have to remind and or bench press and Nija Off me because he loses his dam mind and start going in as if he's a DEMON!
I mean I can get fucked good with out it leaving me bent over with cramps and you strutting around as if you just put me in my place! Giggle! All that does for me is shows me how much you don't care for a women Precious body, that should be very well taken care of.
Guy's sometimes you should look up the tragedies of what that type shit has done to many Ex Stars and etc. Google it Seriously! Im just saying stay informed! I know it's not as fun, right!
Also some of you younger guys and your maturity is not mature enough for me! I mean I just can't deal with the disrespect, the language, etc. So I kinda stay away from dealing with any guy younger then 29 and under! I am sorry but, I find it's best for me!
But I thank you guys I really do, for the love you have for me! And some in the biz will say Im like killing my fans base and income some what by stating this, but I don't think so at all, some of these guys are smart enough to know once they speak with me and or connect with me, They began to chill and I have allowed a few in! But I have to make this statement in General because Im getting so many coming at me and Im shocked, and tickled pink, but I just respect myself and them so much til being HONEST with the Masses I feel I Must!
People I am in such a great and wonderful place right now, but also kinda like finding my place in the world of me,
if you can understand what I'm saying. It's like I have done so many different thinks in my life time and a lot was
done without me having a family of my own. but now I'm face with having a small close family now, my little grands
mean everything to me, but the fact is that they are not my children, they are my daughters. So I don't have the
responsibilities as maybe I'd like or wish it would be like. I had thought that at one point I would stop all my
adult adventures just so I could be there full time for my daughter and her kids, but as we grow closer, I'm
finding my daughter is doing just fine and that I'm not as needed as I would have like. Nothing bad but just that
even though I did not fully raise my daughter and I saw things in her I thought was going to hinder her at a time,
she has shown me that she has grown out of those things and is well on her way being a very strong, independent
well caring mother and daughter who can definitely hold shit down! So I'm now trying to figure out now "What The
Hell Does" Momma, Grand ma, SaXXX Do now with herself? I'm Free to go, To Find love maybe, to travel, shit to go
get a 9-5 as long as my back holds up ( Gotta get one that has the best benefits, giggle right) Cause the Gov show
ain't trying to give help to anyone anymore, shit why ya'll think SaXXX Hustle Hard , giggle! So I'm on a venture
now I'm trying to find what else I want to do and what would keep my interest, cause I get bored with things
quickly, like when I started doing this little adult stuff it was a fluke, DB found me on a ad site and ask if I'd
be interested in filming and so being just breaking up with my longtime love, I went in Head deep, at first it was
fun and then ..... oh boy the Craziness of it all, the way the guys and companies call and the Jalousies and Drama!
The Gossip, the pimp like mfer out in the industry that try everything in the book to use you for what ever and all
the way up, then get mad at you if you even try to have your own voice in what it is that your hard working ,
pussy, face, name created and or has a part of. Oh my Goodness, boy did I learn a lot and very
quickly and most not
good! But I'm not totally dismayed with the industry, cause I had fun and I also learn a lot of good stuff! I want
to do more in the adult industry, but I know definitely with my mental illness and very strong Black Women Power
way of thinking, i have to do it all on my own. People don't understand me, I been through to many things before
all this to bow, to that type chick that's looking adorably in some Nijas eye like a naive baby girl. Seriously me
and my old as pussy been through to many beat down together to be submissive to any man or even women to speak! And
then all that and Muther fuckers not willing to pay and wanting every scene or gig, to be (Free! On the House, Do
it cause we friends? and or cause They did this or that they felt for you , or to help you) I am so Fucking Over
ALL THAT TYPE BULL SHIT! For real! Plus to think, Fucking is not all I do good and shit at least get paid, and
played! So I'm searching myself people that's why you haven't heard or seen anything from me other then my Escort
Stuff. I'm just not sure what to do with myself, giggle! and it's funny because all my life I, since having my three
girls my whole "me against the world thing" was because I had my little baby girls needing momma! And now the Big
girls and no longer need momma as much anymore, and That's such a Blessing Right? So now What does SaXXX do with Her
Cute Self! I mean out side of REBUILDING MY SITES and Things! That site is a whole norther something I'm going to
blog on one day soon, LMFAO! I'm happy for it , but me learning it codes has been a task, giggle! Cause It
Definitely has to be Revamped! I know People! Just SaXXX Has Had so many other things going on
I want to Remind and Let Those New To Me Trying To Become A part Of my Escort Profile! I love and Adore That You Love and Adore Me ( SaXXX ) and Want To Be Connected With All Of You, But Because Of People Fucking Up my Fan Profile I Made A Decision To Not Allow Just Anyone Onto This Profile! (Sorry) This Profile Is For My VIP's People I Really Do Have A Connection With! I'm Not A Chatter, Nor Do I sit around and BS all Day On #FB, My Profile Here Is For Connect and Staying In touch With Those That Truly Do Support Me People, No Offence To Any Of My Fans! But Im Sure Most Of You Do Not Want To Be Seen On An ESCORTS Profile Do You! And I don't Need the Hassle Of Your Girlfriends, Wives, Gal Pal Or Other Escort, Becoming Jealous, Mad, or otherwise and Fucking up My Profile Just Because! ( Because I have Had That Happen Already Before) SMDH! Dumb Asses! I say That Because Some Men Are Going To Do What They Want REGARDLESS Of YOU and Or A VOW! That's Just How They Are ( Some of Them) Not All! Anyways, So Thanks For Wanting to be a Part Of My Profile But If Your Not In The Biz For An Escort, Then This Profile Is Not For You!!! But Hey You Can Join My Instagram At SJ4U2011 Okay? See You There! Muaw! Thanks and Stay Blessed! Understand Im Just Trying To Keep My Profile From Haters and Being Deleted! Thank You Very Much! Peace!
I am cleaning my PRIVATE PROFILE for the next few weeks. WHY Cause if I can see when you post that others are posting and replying to what I and you post then that means You did not understand my Profile in the First Place and or just don't give a Fuck about what I'm about, and think what I say is a Joke and just want to be able to talk shit , dirt and or cause problems for me and yourself that is so not needed, in my world right now. I am very Thankful to those of you who just want to be my fan , but right now I am about my adult biz, and as I have already shown I have already begun shutting certain area's of my biz and life down and don't mind doing the same here. I am very tired of the BS from immature individuals that just want to be on peps profile for the hell of it, not having anything in common with what is going on and or the person they ask to befriend in the first place. So as to not cause drama, either I will be Cleaning, un friending and or banding those that I have seen are in my best interested. Hey sorry it is what it is, if your here for pictures, and a laugh, then your on the wrong profile! This once again is a MODEL ESCORT PROFILE! Not for your wives, lil girlfriends, and or Family members........ this is for VIP's
Sometimes I wonder if people ever wonder?
A couple of days ago, on my private post I read a post and It brought me to tears, cause I don't know if my fans and or if my fans even care. (since most people that think of me just think of me in sexual terms, lol! and that's okay cause mostly that's what I been putting out here in the Universe) But I am a very complex being with very deep emotions and feelings.
Anyways I shared the post on my timeline and wrote a comment, never looking back at it till this morning and thought Wow! Imma share this on my blog spot, I wonder how my fans and friends will take it and or do they even know just how deep I go at times, that I'm just not this crazy lady out here fucking and showing my ass to the world without thought and a cause. Even though some would say it's still not a good enough cause if you say you love God! You should sit and wait on HIM to give and answer to you. But people that simple is just not how it works, I only wish that it worked like that, boy do I wish It worked like that! And it's not to say I regret any of what I've done and or OMG SaXXX is turning into one of those! I'm still the same as I ever been, but a lot of you just don't know I am and have been so much more then what you have seen and thought up of me. So anyways here is the post Imma share it as it was copied okay?
Please enjoy the read, cause I just laugh when I get these people that write me telling me "Dam why you write so much'' or ''Thats to much to read'' ! Im like what the hell is wrong with short minded people?
Wow# am I #nsyc!
I just posted on my ig. How I weekly get my ass in gear to do any and
all that I must, to ensure that me and mine survived, and still do even
in my pain! Even when others have seemed to block my every progress with
what they wanted of me, not taken Seriously what it was I was saying I
WANTED FOR ME! I just keep pushing, I will my self, mind, body and soul
to never give up or in! The Devil and the people he go through to use
against me, are a LIE! I'm Older and
Wiser then I was at one time, and daily I pray, yep even me! I PRAY! To
continue doing what I must, and what I want, and also that THE GOD THAT
KNOWS MY WHYs, will gently handle my Sins! Cover me in His UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE AND GRACE! Until the paths of life that I was Grated lines up with
what I And He knows this ROAD Will indeed one day lead me. People I
believe and love my Lord, and I have know right from wrong, but I as a
mother and a woman will never as long as I have breath let go of
fighting to do whatever it takes for me and mine! You dont know my life
nor reasons for why I am and or do what I do, but I know HE knows, and
He has placed His grace all around me, even when the church kicked me
out at 15 pregnant from an assault! HE kept me! Homeless normous times
with not one family member or friend to come to me and my little
daughter rescue, you ppl don't know me! But yet here I stand, barely and
Boldly! I will never give, nope not until it's My ONE AND ONLY FATHER
THAT IS IN HEAVEN AND IN MY HEART AND SOUL, THAT GIVES ME DAILY STRENGHT
TO FIGHT AND PRESS ON, COMES TO GET ME! Man had there chance to show me
true real unconditional love, but abused that right with me for all the
rest of my days I live, I will never Place my trust in them (ppl) EVER
AGAIN! I'm holding out until I close me eyes in death to open them to
JESUS! Who TRULY KNOWS MY WHYS AND LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALLY AND IN SPITE
OF WHO EVERYONE ELSE FAILS TO SEE TRULY I WAS HERE ON EARTH!
Hey I decided to make my blog a little more busy, I would also post what I post on FB here to my very own BlogSpot!
Because I have a lot of fans that don't do Face Book and well I just want to try a little harder at keeping you up on what I'm up to! Giggle! Hey I'm very sporadic with my shit, its all happens according to how I feel! And See When Your a Free spirit like me, I don't adhere to NOBODIES Programs and Or This is How It Should Be Done Type shit! People I am me! Plain and Simple, ( So My Fans Get Who I Truly Am, Im Just a A Smart but very down to earth women making it out here on her own her way and not trying to Prove herself to anyone) I'm just that around the way ( Dam Near 50 Year Old Chick) Enjoying Creating and doing shit online and in what little life I have left in me that people haven't already taken advantage of, used and taken from me) I'm not a Pro and neither am I aspiring to be all that! I just want to enjoy having fun while making money doing so, and when It gets to routine for me, I get Bored and Lose Interest very easily, so to those of you that look at my shit and say in your heads , see if she did it this way or that ways and or would listen to me and or try to school me, STOP! Find Someone else That Wants It your Way! For Me I LOVE How and What I Do MY WAY! and Guess What, I'm Doing Just Fine with out The Programs You Have Devised For My Life and Others! I'm not Out here To become famous I am Famous In my Own Right and If I'm never Rich, I'm fine with that, Because I am Happy Just Doing and Being Me!....... Get It! I love my Wacky Self! and so do My Fans! MUAW!
and so here's today's FB Post! with out all those dam likes and the pressure of making comments etc. When you just want to have more SAXXX!
My Guys #SASJ4U#VIP$
I decided to spend some time chilling and revamping my studio in The
NYC/NJ Area, So if you hoping to get at me remember I love Red Wines,
Flowers, Music, Inscents and Essentials oils as house gifts. So get at me
I'll be here putting around my studio,
doing me and enjoying my Beautiful life as a Freedom Fighter, doing
things just as I SaXXX A Queen wants to do! That's what makes me such a
Gem! I'm just doing and being myself and loving every moment of it! Go
to http://www.SASJ4U.com for Details, Dates, Xblogging, the latest on what I see happening in the ever so unpredictable escort world and Booking Me to host your next great party! One on one or otherwise, but remember I only deal with gentlemen, Not THUGS! So Come Correct When Calling and Or Contacting Me, Speak wrong and I will give you a Dial Tone!Im not affraid to lose a little from losers and make time for Dignified Men of Cla$$! Nope Im not one of those you Can Talk to any kind of way because your promising me donations! I turn down Ass Holes Too! Respect My Way of Life and just maybe I will Grace you with My Presence once you proved to me your worth my company! ( I have Dealt with a Many Unbelievable People, that think because they donating they can do and say what they want to me and well I wish you could ask them the outcome) LMFAO! So Think of Your Sister, and or Cool as Gal Pal when Booking with me, Be Polite and a Gentleman, or Find some one else PLEASE! I been in this to long to take anyones shit! and Im Not Desperate! Oh hey! You can also Twet me at
@SeXyAssSaXXX on Twitter or if you can''t get to me http://www.niteflirt.com/.../10199883-I-am-The-One-and for some Sexy Adult Fun! Call Me Now Let's Have Some Frisky Fun!