Tuesday, December 22, 2015

It's Plain Ole SaXXX Saying Happy Holidays To All Just Chillin, Cooking, Singing Enjoying Being HAPPY and ALIVE!

I know every time you guys see me you expect me to be naked and doing some NASTY FREAKY SHIT, HUH? LOL!
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SAXXXJUST4U ISN'T JUST SOME SILLY OLE MILF! I DO Have A Cause... People! I LOVE ALL!

This is What I STAND UP FOR AND AGAINST!!! I HATE MEN (WOMEN ALSO) THAT ABUSE WOMEN N CHILDREN!!! EVEN WOMEN N MEN THAT ARE SEX WORKERS! (They are SOMEONE CHILD TOO!)

I Grew Up Being ABUSED at The Age Of 6, I Was RIPPED IN HALF BY A MANS NEED TO HAVE CONTROL AND SEX! That's the only way I can UNDERSTAND A GROWN MAN DOING THE THINGS THAT THEY DO!

YES I AM A SEX WORKER, I Do To Survive, I also Like My Work, I guess you can say I grew into it! It seem to fit like a glove, I have worked doing some of everything else and did well, Until my later years when I was laid off, and my last husband beat me severely leaving me for dead, I survived but with very bad medical problems that Welfare or no one else Will help A SINGLE BLACK WOMEN WITH! I AM DISABLED TWICE OVER BUT YET STILL WAITING FOR HELP NOT EVE THE CHURCHES CAN HELP! And I REFUSE TO EVER BE HOMELESS OUT HERE IN THESE MEAN STREETS! SO I DO WHAT I CAN UNTIL MY HELP COMES IN!
 But ABUSE FROM A Man Or A Woman I WILL NOT STAND FOR! and I won't just stand around and see others being abused I try to help them in anyway I can! This apart of me alot of you don't UNDERSTAND ABOUT #SAXXX BKA SAXXXJUST4U!

I may be a SINNER TO SOME, But I GOT A MANY HOMELESS YOUNG LADIES and Just LOST That I HAVE Also RESCUED and Or Help or Pointed them In the RIGHT WAY!

IM OUT HERE IN THE THICK OF THINGS, WHILE ALOT OF YOU JUST POINT YOUR FINGER, DEGRADE, pick , and SCOWLED OTHERS!
LOSE ALL YOU GOT AND SEE WHAT YOU'LL SAY THEN!?
#STOP #ABUSING #WOMEN #CHILDREN #MEN #SEXWORKERS

Friday, December 11, 2015

SAXXX ANNOUNCED THIS YEARS AGO BUT IT SEEMS SOME DID NOT GET THE MEMO

SORRY PEOPLE IM TIRED OF REPEATING THESE THINGS, BUT I STILL GET DAILY AT LEAST 20 EMAILS, TEXT, POSTS TO MY SOCIAL NETWORKS! I KNOW THATS WHAT TO EXPECT AND I MOSTLY TRY TO ANSWER POLITELY AND OR IGNORE REPEAT OFFENDERS!

DUE TO "MY WAYS OF WANTING TO BE TREATED WITH PROPER DUE RESPECT MINDSET AND THE CONSTANT LOSE OF MY DUE TO ME FUNDS AFTER I HAVE DONE MY PART WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE, TEAMS, AND PROJECTS! THE MANY FAILED ATTEMPTS, THE MANY UNFAIR AND NOT GOOD BUSINESS ADVENTURES, THE FAILED PROPER SUPPORT OF PEOPLE AROUND ME!

AND ADDED STRESSES OF HAVING TO TO TAKE LOSES AND STILL HUSTLE TO SURVIVE! DUE TO ME LOSING MY ABILITY TO WALK SOME DAYS NOW, MY PHYSICAL HEALTH ISN'T ON POINT AS IT ONCE WAS, DUE TO SERVER PAIN I SUFFER EVERYDAY. 

AND THE BIGGEST IS THE LACK OF RESPECT I FEEL I AM NOT SHOWN OR GIVEN BEING THAT MOST PEOPLE FEEL HOES, PORNSTARS, ADULT ENTERTAINERS, WOMEN. DON'T NEED TO BE TALKED TO KINDLY OR AS IF WE ARENT OF VALUE TO THE WORLD EITHER!

I STOPPED, I QUIT, SUBJECTING MYSELF TO THE MAINSTREAM OF THE ADULT ALL OUT FUCK A BITCH FEST!

I STOPPED PUTTING MYSELF IN THOSE POSITIONS, I ADMIT 2 DEFEAT! I LOSE PEOPLE!
IM NOT STRONG! IM NOT ALL THAT! 

I LISTEN TO MY HEART AND MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND DID WHAT WAS BEST FOR ME! I DID WHAT EVERYONE TELLS ME " SAXXX GIRL LETS THAT SHIT THE PAST THE PEOPLE GO" "GIRL TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND DAM WHAT OTHERS THINK AND SAY" i LISTEN AND DID ALL THAT OKAY #SAXXXNATION

I HAVE NOT POSTED ANOTHER VIDEO OR UPDATED SHIT ANYWHERE BECAUSE OF ME MAKING THESE CHANGES!

IM SORRY IF IT ANGERS PEOPLE, BUT I JUST DON'T FEEL HAPPY FUCKING AND FILMING FOR FREE AND OR WITH CERTAIN BULLISH PEOPLE! IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD, IT MAKES ME FEEL MORE WORTHLESS THEN BEING A WHORE!

I KNOW SOME OF YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND AND OR DONT EVEN CARE ( THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE ON MY PROFILE CLINGING TO MY EVER WORD? ) SOME OF YOU HAVE ALREADY STARTED SHOWING ME YOUR DISPLEASURE OF MY CHANGES, BY ATTACKING MY ONLINE SOCIAL MEDIA PROFILES AND IM EXPECTING THERE TO BE MUCH MORE DEVIOUS HATEFUL WICKEDNESS!

I AM SO SORRY, BUT ALL THINGS CHANGE PEOPLE! MOST OF YOU HATED ME ANYWAYS, SO THIS SHOULD MAKE YOU ALL VERY HAPPY!

I DONT FILM WITH OTHERS CAUSE IT'S ALWAYS A PROBLEM AND IM USUALLY THE ONE PEOPLE WILL SAY I WAS DIFFICULT OR CRAZY! 

SO UNDERSTAND TO ELIMINATE MOST OF THE DRAMAS OF HAVING PEOPLE THINK OF ME SO MEANLY AND ME NOT GETTING PAID AND JUST ALL THE UN NEEDED DRAMA #FANS AND #FOLLOWERS UNDERSTAND PLEASE ( I WORK ALONE WHEN EVER I FEEL WELL ENOUGH TO FILM MY LITTLE HOME MADE FLICKS WITH MY TOYS, STOCKINGS, FETISH TYPE SHIT FOR MY SURVIVAL THATS IT) GUYS!

i DON'T HATE NOONE AND IM NOT BITTER, INFACT BEFORE I EVEN TRIED FILMING MY EX BOY FRIEND ASKED ME IF I WAS SURE, BECAUSE I WAS AN ESCORT BEFORE MY GOOD FRIEND FOUND ME IN BACKPAGE AND OFFERED ME TO DO FILMS WITH HIM AND BECAUSE OF THAT I GAVE IT A TRY! IF YOU ARE A LONG TIME TRUE FANS OF ME YOU WOULD KNOW THIS STORY!

BUT ANYWAYS MY EX WAS RIGHT I SHOULD HAVE JUST CONTINUED BEING THE LOVELY AT PEACE ESCORT I WAS AND NOW I RETURN TO! IT'S CALMER, IM AT PEACE, I DONT HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF TO ANYONE, OR BE ON DISPLAY! AND THE BEST PART IS I CAN TAKE CARE OF MY BILLS WITH OUT STRESSING! YES THERE ARE DANGERS THATS THE TRADE OFF, BUT THERE IS LESS DRAMA AND PEOPLE ALL IN MY BIZ!

SO AGAIN PEOPLE IM SORRY BUT MY LIFE HAS CHANGE AND I GUESS IT NEEDED IT TOO. I THANK YOU ALL AND HOPE THAT YOU ALL CAN FORGIVE ME!

I WILL STILL BE SAXXX BKA SAXXXJUST4U AKA SEXYASSSAXXX AKA MSSAXYJACKSON

SINCERELY UR 48 YR OLD MILF/GILF 



Thursday, November 12, 2015

WHY #SAXXX AKA SAXXXJUST4U Is SUCH A BAD OLDER HOT CHICK?

HI #SAXXXNATION #MSJ #SASJ4U #VIP #ESCORTLOVERS # MYLOVERS #FANS #FOLLOWERS

I Was Once On Of The Top Erotic Dancers WAY Back When! LOL! I Still Love To Dance But Now Im A LOT SMOOTHER ..... giggling my ass of right now :)

Guys I Love Beauty And Love and Like JaZZ Now At 48, I've become wiser and a little more reserved Im for the Calm at HEAR MAN! The Guy That Wants To Lay N Chill With a Sip Of Wine and Take His Time Making Sure To Not Damage Things, But That WE Both Are Satisfide!

I Like Those Classic Men!.....

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Looking For Me #MsSaXyJackson is the Code Name To Search For! Until Then Imma Put This Up For Ya!

Sunday, November 8, 2015

WHY IS #SAXXX #SAXXXJUST4U THE WAY SHE IS? WHAT HAPPEN TO HER?

Hi There,
I am SaXXX! AKA SAXXXJUST4U aka SExYaSSSaXXX and Now MsSaXyJackson
Im Written this to my True Fans! To those that really want the truth! I am a older women of 48 soon to be 50 in 2 years! I have been in the world of sex for over 23 years, but for the past 9 or so going at it a little harder! One of my Biggest reason for getting into this field was to be able to be Self Reliant Not To Become Famous and or For Attention like so many others are seeking. I knew earlier on that I was looking at the very truthful SOBBERING FACT that My Doctors told me Im going to be becoming Disabled! Now Im Not looking for sympathy from people or to make anyone feel sad for me.
I was working the Back Pages as an escort when I was approached by someone to be there partner, I gave it a try not due to them but due to the people he associated with at that time everything I was to do with that person went down the drain. Now Im Going to make this all shorter, the next couple of ventures went pretty much the same! EVERYONE STOLE MONEY, FOOTAGE, AND OR THOUGHT I WAS SUPPOSE TO GIVE MY EVERYTHING and BE DISRESPECTED and NOT SUPPORTED EVEN WHEN I GOT RAPED AND STILL MADE IT THE NEXT DAY TO AN EVEN, MY OWN TEAM BETRAYED MY PRIVATE BUSINESS! EVERYONE I HAVE MET IN "THE BIZ" HAS FUCKED ME OVER AND CAUSED ME TO NOT TRUST ANY ONE IN THAT FIELD! Iv'e Had PORN STAR TELL ME IM NOT A PORN STAR and I WAS TOLD MANY YEARS AGO A PORN STAR IS SOMEONE THAT HAS DVD's and PUT IN 300 SCENES Or More, I Haven't Done Any OF That THIS IS WHY I DONT CONSIDER MYSELF A PORN STAR PEOPLE! BUT IM GOOD WITH IT ALL
CAUSE EVEN JUST HOW PEOPLE IN THE BIZ COME TALKING DOWN TO ME FUCKS WITH ME So........

Fans I Hate Being Told what to do, more over I hate the whole Black Guy Pimping the Black Women Thing! Probably Because when I was about 14 I was taken by a guy I though was my older boyfriend he beat me and put me to work on the streets in Miami, Florida on the Biscayne Blvd! I was Beat and raped every Day and Night for months until I escaped him!
My Home life was not so cool either cause My Mother was Never around or there for me! Anyways! But when My Mom Did Have it together She Taught me life was out here can be very hard on a Beautiful Women! Shit On a women Period! And Boy I Think That Alone Became a Curse for Me!
When Im not even trying to be sexy This It Seems is all MEN SEE IN ME!
So After 3 Babies one from rape 2 abortions, all by age 20! I tried living my life but ever where I turn there was a Man With His Dick In his hand Wanting to Fuck Me and Enslave Me! I Tried To Look At It As Love, But then My First Husband Beat Me and Became a Coke Head and Bank Robber! I left him Having to Pay for my Own Divorce and Become Homeless because I wanted away from him so Badly!
Not to fret Through hustle and sleeping on the subway This young lady offered me to stay with her. So I did for a little while things where great, she even took me into her temp agency where I landed a job temping, but then she became Controlling and wanted me to join in with her and guys! I mean she smoke weed like 24/7 walked around the house naked with her little thirteen yr old daughter cursing and fighting daily!
I advanced at work and some how got a Permanent Spot! YES! Right I moved out into my on lil spot YES! Right! I Then Worked hard but you know us I got lonely and met this what I thought Beautiful Bother own his on casting company. Next thing you know Im moving to help him and not long after that Im finding out he doesnt want me wearing heels, that he believes the only reason I got my Job is because Im cute! Then The Big Fight and The SMASHING OF MY FACE! BEING THROWN DOWN STAIRS AND KICKED N PUNCHED!
Years Later I got up enough strength to wait til he left for work and I rain for my dear life! Once again Im in a Shelter, because I had been laid off so.....
I had met this Gay Guy that was doing Fashion shows and he knew that I was once a model and love my walk and work. He ask me if I would show his team what I knew and I did, one night it lasted late into the night so I lost my spot at the shelter. He gave me a place to stay and Taught me about
Escorting!
On My Very First Booking I Caught a Regular 800 a visit for over 2 yrs this went on until he invited me to come live with him! I did Bet you can't guess what Happen? Nope he did n't beat me but He CHEATED OVER N OVER even sneaking out the house as Im sleeping next to him, even taken out pay day advances and using our pictures to get women! After another 6 yrs wasted of my life, one night he comes home and I catch him, he calls me a STUPID BITCH and That He Has been paying my bills and I Had No Where else to go so Deal with it!
Fans Now Ya'll Know! I grab all my shit and drugged it to the door, he tried to stop me and I almost Knifed his ass! I SNAPPED I Had Had IT! So Once again Bad Luck SAXXX HOMELESS? NOT! I found a rooming house and made the best of being to my DAM SELF and Promising myself to never feel LONELY again! I Prayed alot and Hustle Hard!
Til one snowing day I slipped and My Back and Neck got Severely damaged but what I didnt know was it was all from the BEATING I have taken throughout especially the one from my 2nd husband! That Shattered My Face and Threw me down the subway steal stairs!
People I now have to take over 6 meds for pain and have to have really strong meds pumped into my back because they can't removed a cyst I have wrapped around my spine! I suffer Severe Head aches from the bones that where smashed in my face and my left kidney is damaged! Fans I Had No Ideal all this was wrong with me for a long time I covered my pains up with alcohol and over the counter meds!
I have for about 4 -5 yrs now been trying hard to do my own, Stand on my own, Live and remain on my own! Do and create my Own LEGIT BUSINESS Soon TOO! I hurt in a many ways but I know don't no one care! I tried telling my few friends all this but people just dont care and or take you serious or just got there own worries!
So I don't Bother people and I go about doing my little things on my OWN Praying That I will Have time before all my Disabilities go into full swing and im down for the count!
Fans This is why I seem So Hard! I have told my Story in parts on twitter and if you could go down my timeline you would be floored!
 I am a SURVIVOR! I dont ask for hand outs but I do ask for RESPECT! I Dont want to ever be tide to a man again, but our mini visit is all cool! And Can You Blame Me? I dont want to be in Partnership with anyone either, I didn't go into drastic details but I HATE The WAY the BIZ IS! THE DEGRADATION OF FEMALES BY BLACK MEN and THEN THE GAUL OF SOME OF THESE WHITE GUYS!
But I know it's Only Because so many females have allowed this type treatment to seem as though its the in thing!
Fuck That! AS A WOMEN That Has SURVIVED NUMEROUS RAPES, BEATINGS, VERBAL ABUSE ETC BY THE HANDS OF MEN! I Can TELL YOU ITS NOT COOL AT ALL!
So Guys SEE WHY I DEMAND YOU SHOW ME YOUR NOT GOING TO TREAT ME AND OR EVEN FOR THE SHORT TIME COME AT ME IN SUCH WAYS! I HAVE TAKEN ENOUGH SHIT FROM MEN and THE BIZ!
ALL I WANT NOW IS TO DO MY SHIT WITH GRACE AND CLASS, TREAT YOU WITH THE SAME RESPECT YOU TREAT ME WITH AND MAKE THE BEST OF THE REST OF THIS MESSY LIFE I HAVE LEFT!
Im Not GOOD AT STAYING ON TRACK Cause I Have So Many Hurts and So Much To SCREAM ABOUT! But I try hard to control my EMOTIONS, Well UNTIL SOME ASSHOLE CROSS THE LINES!
But Im HOPING THIS GIVES YOU A DEEPER LOOK INTO MY PSYCHE? UNDERSTAND ME GET ME NOW! ALL I WANT IS TO LIVE AS SAFE AS I CAN ON MY OWN AND MY OWN TERMS!
I GREATLY APPRECIATE YOU GUYS TAKING TIME TO READ AND TRY AND GET ME!

PS I Still LOVE MOST MEN, ( NOT THE ABUSIVE VULGAR ONES!)
 BUT I LOVE MY LIFE MORE, If You RESPECT ME AND MY WISHES, THEN I WILL RESPECT YOU and YOURS WITHIN REASON! I Dont Do Well With Pushy MEN!

Thursday, October 15, 2015

#SaXXXJUST4U #MsSaXyJackson I Love Doing My Fun and Sexy Photo Shoots!

Hey SaXXXNATION! 
Just wanted to share my fun adventures! Just about every week or so, I am somewhere doing a shoot! True I'm mainly based in the DC/MD Area when I film cause that is where the studio I film in is!
I have THE BEST CAMERA Man I have ever encountered doing all the pictures you have mostly ever seen of me! Now know this I am not Knocking ANYONE Else's CAMERA WORK OR PROFESSIONALISM'S,
I am speaking on what I have found in this one particular guy! I absolutely TRUST HIM! WE Are Very Good Friends, RESPECT and all. It Just Makes things for me feel so Happy and Secure! Hey if you truly knew me you would understand why! 
But I have the best times when I shoot with him, I love having the music blasting! I like up beat music! I get my chilled red wine and I go for it!
I don't know how he does what he does but he just seems to catch ME!
Here I thought that this background was as I was in the Beautiful Blue Ocean!
People Im Now Pro At this I just do what feels good and Fun to me For My Fans and Followers! Im always trying to keep busy and creating as I learn new things!
Alot of people may not get that I don't do more, but I just like doing the things I can control and be at ease with you know!
I usto run with the crowd, because I felt that's what I needed to do, but I found that very hard to do, because I am such a INTROVERT!
LOL! Really Can you believe that?! Yep I Am I Like Being to myself, being able to think because it's so peaceful you know! I had to find that out about myself and as I have found that out I have been able to be more Creative and Best Of All Happy at Peace!

Now maybe I can Just Be Lil Ole Me and Get All I Deserve and Not Have to Figure out who Stole My Cheese....... LMFAO!

Anyways I hope you enjoy! I will be posting all over the place again okay so check out my other online out lets just google: SAXXXJUST4U, SJ4U2011, SexyAssSaXXX, MsSaXyJackson
WWW.SAXXXJUST4U.COM
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I want to Thank All My Many #Fans and #Followers 4 the Love and Support!
It's Not Easy Being Disabled, But I Do My Best! I Am SAXXX! 
ENJOY #SAXXXNATION!
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