Monday, September 4, 2017
Thursday, June 15, 2017
❤HEY #SAXXXNATION AND THOSE IN THE #ADULT #ENTERTAINMENT #WORLD!
IM NOT SURE BUT JUST A #REMINDER TO THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW!
I HAVE BEEN #RETIRED FROM CERTAIN PARTS OF THE ADULT #BIZ NOW FOE A FEW MONTHS NOW! OKAY!
I JUST DON'T FEEL I SHOULD TAKE DOWN THE MANY #PIX N OR #CLIPS THAT ARE UP FOR MY MANY #LOYAL #FANS #FOLLOWERS #ENJOYMENT!
#MOST MY THINGS R #TASTFUL BECUASE I HATE #VULGARITY!
I DON'T HAVE THE SAME EXCITED FEELINGS I HAD WHEN I FIRST WENT INTO TRYING PORN, SO I HAVE STOPPED THAT PART!
BUT I STILL LIKE #ADULT #MAINSTREAM #MODELING #HOSTING #PARTIES #BLOGGING #TRAVELI G TO EXOCTIC PLACES IN THE WORLD TO SOAK UP THE DUFFERENT CULTURES AND PLEASURES!
AND YES I STILL HAVE MY MANY LONG TIME KNOWING FAITHFUL #LOYAL AND #TRUSTWORTHY #MSJ #VIPS THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR CAUSE THEY CARED ENOUGH FOR ME TO SUPPORT ME NOMATTER WHAT!
BUT YES PEOPLE #MsSaXXX IS OFFICIALLY #RETIRED!
I WILL STILL POST FROM TIME TO TIME BUT I'M HEADING INTO A MUCH MORE RESPECTED AREA OF BIZ!
I NEED TO FEEL SOME KIND OF #RESPECT AND THAT IM SEEN AS MORE THEN A MANS DUMP SITE! MY #BED AND #BREAKFAST #AIRBNB IS DOING WELL ENOUGH THAT I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE INTO IT AND IT AFFORDS ME TO NOT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH #DISRESPECTFUL #RUDE I'LL #MANNERED BEHAVED PEOPLE AS MUCH!
SO YES I HAVE FOUND #HAPPINESS, I ADORE U ALL AND LIKE I SAID I WILL STILL POST #PIX N #BLOG ON MY #SEXY #ASS #ADVENTURES #PIX #VIDS ETC!
BUT NO MORE WITH THE #PORN #BIZ OR ESCORTING WITH THOSE THAT DONT WANT TO READ OR FOLLOW THE DETAILS LISTED FOR SAFETY! NO MORE #RUDE #PUSHY MALES ONLY THAT ASSUME I SHOULD KNOW THEM BY VOICE AND ASK THEM NO QUESTIONS BUT YET GIVE THEM MY ADDRESS AS IF I KNOW THEM AND CAN TRUST THEM JUST BECAUSE THEY SAY SO! FROM NOW ON ONLY THOSE WILLING TO BE VERIFIED AS SAFE #ELITE #GENTLEMAN I'M INTERESTED IN DATING AND BEING SUGERED BY! BECAUSE GUYS I'M NOT SO DESPERATE AS TO PUT MINE OR YOUR LIFE IN JEPORTY!
BEING IN NYC/NJ/DC/MD I HAVE FOUND A VERY #FUN AND PROFITABLE WAY OF #CREATING MYSELF AS #TASTEFUL ART!
I HOPE THAT THOSE THAT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY FANS WILL UNDERSTAND AND JUST PRAY AND BE HAPPY FOR ME!
AT DAM NEAR 50 NOVEMBER 2OTH #MENOPAUSING AND MY FAMILIES DNA #DISABILITIES ALSO PLAYED A VERY BIG ROLL IN ME RETIRING AND IT CAN'T BE HELPED, ITS SOMETHING THAT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH, SO I'M DOING MY BEST AT ADJUSTING AND SOME DAYS IS WORST THEN OTHERS BUT I EILL NEVER GIVE UP LIVING THE BEST LIFE I CAN! 💯😘💋❤👌🖒✌⚘
I JUST WANT TO FEEL SAFE, HAVE FUN WITH A FEW VERY GOOD PEOPLE I CAN ENJOY THE MOVIES, WINE, PARTIES, SEX BUT MOST OF ALL FEEL SAFE WITH FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN I FEEL LONELY SINCE I'M ALMOST ALWAYS ALONE!
#FANS #FOLLOWERS HOPE U CAN UNDERSTAND AND MEN PLEASE DON'T OVERWHELM MY EMAIL BOX WITH LETTERS THIS IS NOT AN ADVERTISEMENT FOR SEEKING A MAN! IT'S JUST A NOTE TO MY #FAITHFUL #FANS FOLLOWERS SO THEY CAN BE ON THE SAME PAGE WITH ME #SAXXXJUST4U
❤U ALL 😘💋💯⚘✌👌🖒😎🎉
Sunday, May 7, 2017
When I first started out I Imagined Producing Something that I Myself Would Control And Own!
MY IDEALS where nothing like what I asked OF THOSE THAT COME to me and there ideals!
I NEVER wanted my sites to be just about nothing but pictures and videos of sexual acts! I wanted my sites to be about my ADVENTURES in the SEXY EROTIC world I (I MsSaXXX BNA #SAXXX) lived in! As usual no-one wants to hear what I wanted because everyone else was such a pro and OR felt my IDEALS would never work!
AND by me being NOT so experienced in building websites I kinda was at the whelm of others! Sadly to say I NEVER had a chance! Before I could really start out in the online video world I was done!
IM NOT going to go through the stories that I HAVE HAD to have MENTAL COUSELING ABOUT! That's just how BADLY I felt after all of the BULLSHIT I got from people!
But I STILL press on, Now Fans of me I have tell you if you haven't noticed At first I was daily weekly shooting and uploading stuff BUT after a SO MANY home and #BIZ #DIFFICULTies I #lost my #love for the #GRIND and went in to SOME OTHER non #adult #businesses that has brought me #great #success!
SO I'm kinda not as dependent on "The Adult Biz" as I once was! SO now I post up as I feel! I ADORE my #fans BUT I HAVE gotten #OLDER and my PRIORITIES have MOST DEFINITELY changed!
When I first started out with adult videos I was not a grandmother of three BEAUTIFUL baby girls or running my own #Airbnb OR #DEALING with severe pain n having to get epidorals just to maintain me being able to walk! Also I was not as #WISE OR #hipped to the pit falls of "the biz" as far as online and the THINGS people pull on #naive wanna be's! BUT #time CHANGES EVERYTHING they say!
So I HAVE not been as #amused with jumping up and editing the tons of #footage and #pictures I have from over the years, but I will be posting from time to time because what else do I DO with all this shit! Lol!
Plus it all makes #great #promo #material for my #ABILITIES AND #SKILLS AS A VERY #PASSIONATE #ESCORT! So #people fans #followers I'm still alive and kicking I'm just doing things without the #anxieties of trying to OUT DO OR keep up with others!
Besides I HAVE NEVER WANTED to be seen as others I DON'T #PLAY #FOLLOW THE #LEADERS! I have always #danced to my own drums! #LOL
SO when and if you see something #new you like OR old (VIDOES #CLIPS OR PIX) hit me up at firstname.lastname@example.org and order directly from me #MsSaXXX UR #fantasy customs videos oh and remember I'M A #SOLO ARTIST! I DON'T REALLY CARE TO DO #BOY #GIRL ANYMORE! You can also join me at MY FAN SITE www.SAXXX.MODELCENTRO.COM
MY SAXXXJUST4U.COM SITE WORKS BUT ONLY TAKES #MASTERCARD BECAUSE I CHOOSE NOT TO INVEST ANYMORE IN IT UNTIL I TAKE IT DOWN AND #REBUILD AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHEN I WILL GET AROUND TO THAT! I BEEN TAKEN #CLASSES WHEN I CAN TO #LEARN ALL I NEED TO KNOW BUT #TRUTHFULLY IT HAS BEEN VERY SLOW GOING!
Well TIL next time I feel it, I'm sending #hugs and #kisses! #SAXXXNATION
Saturday, February 18, 2017
Sunday, January 29, 2017
So to start this year off right I'm keeping it all Smooth and Sultry! I hope you enjoy!
Much #Luv, #Lust, N #Respect Always! #MsSaXXX