"Looking for Companionship? How To Book

Booking someone like me? ....I provide companionship to gentlemen who seek an exotic blend of elegance, class, and very good sense of humor, I love to laugh.

 I consider the time we spend together precious, something that should be savored and not be rushed. My exotic beauty arises from a mixed heritage combined with a series of other delectable, cultural concoctions. I have a deep appreciation  for the Adult Entertainment Im into it for Life, Laughs, and Fun.

Hi My Name is SaXXX I am always about 2blks from any city I visit metro stop!
*(The Ultimate PSE FS) -300 hour and (Lunch Break)-175
plz ask about Other Rate!
But Please No HAGGLING it's so Tacky!

also PLEASE call if your going to be late! It's just POLITE...

*PLEASE DO NOT TEXT* Dont you feel when your first meeting or getting to know someone that you should FIRST Call and speak with them? I mean how do you get a feel of the person to whom you are trying to set up a date with? and  ok it's also safer for you and Me. Besides I prefer hearing your SEXY voice anyway....
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PS. I love Playing SAFE and Keeping You my fans SAFE as well, so always  Be a Perfect Gentlemen and Protect yourself it's not just your life your taking chances with...........

saxnyc@yahoo.com

If you don't mind please read the following, It will help assist in you booking.......
Hey Guys, to help you understand how to book dates with providers without getting:
• Hung up on ?
• Stood up ?
• Canceled on ?
• or just plain turned down?

Why this may Happen to YOU!

While it may seem odd that you read their ad, called their number and had a conversation with them, yet they flat out denied you service, sent you to voice-mail or stood you up. It could all be, because of what you said on the phone. You have to remember that providers must protect themselves from all kinds of people. Some good, some bad & some ugly. So with that said, here are some basic rules that you should follow to book your successful dates with the providers of your choice:
Rule #1:
When you call a provider, you should be calm and calling from an unblocked number. NO Private NUMBER will be answered! Nothing makes a provider more nervous, than a nervous client and a blocked number. Don't hang up the phone when she picks up because you are scared, and then call back 2 minutes later because you finally mustered up the guts to talk. It looks suspicious when you call & hang up which is the last thing the provider needs to feel about you. Remember providers are busy people.
Rule#2:
Introduce yourself. Give them your real name, as most providers have caller ID and if your name and number do not match, that tends to send the provider a red flag and may result in them not dealing with you. Do let the provider know that you are interested in “Spending some time with them.” Feel free to ask about the rates but DO NOT try to haggle. If you can’t afford their service, move on to someone else within your budget range. (You wouldn’t go into Ruth’s Chris and ask for McDonalds rates would you??) Feel free to ask about the area that they are in, or if they are expected to come to you, have your actual street address ready to give them. Here is where 90% of callers who are rejected by providers fail. DO NOT ASK FOR SPECIFIC ACTS OVER THE PHONE! This area is tricky so I'll spend some time on it. If you ask if the escort provides GFE service that is fine, but DO NOT ask if all of the acronyms of GFE are available or imply anything sexual over the phone or in person. This is a no no and if you start asking questions like that, you will probably make the provider think you are affiliated with a law enforcement agency, who tend to mistake escorting for prostitution and you will likely end up on the provider’s blacklist. Think fellas!
Rule#3:
You have successfully booked your call by not saying anything graphic, or offensive on the phone. You gave your real name, or nic name and your number appeared on their caller ID. GOOD JOB! Now you are on the way to see your provider or they are on the way to see you. You should be as fresh as you would like them to be when you meet, so a shower before your date should be a no brainer. If that is not possible, try to be as clean as possible, as your efforts to please them may be greatly rewarded!
Rule#4:
When you arrive, have the donation ready. Exact change. Do not expect the provider to be willing or able to break large bills. This is another really important rule. You want to place the donation in envlope plain view without the provider having to ask you for it. This will make your experience that much better as the provider will feel much more at ease that you are a serious guy and know what you are doing. Once the donation is in plain view, it should not be discussed any further. You both have better things to think about at this point! ;o)
Rule#5:
Respect the boundaries and rules of your provider. If you were on a date and forced your will upon the person you were with, how do you think that would turn out? If your provider gives you some rules, respect them and your time will be well rewarded!
Rule#6:
Be discreet. Do not linger in front of the provider’s residence before or after your appointment. This means if you are coming, go directly to the apartment or house indicated and go in. If you are leaving, please leave the area as you came. Do not linger on your cell phone, smoke a cigarette or give the neighbors or even worse law enforcement, a reason to notice you or your provider’s location. You should feel free to let your provider know the same about your residence.

Why Get Mad At The Other Person, It's Your Man/Woman Doing You Wrong!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9Xefkc8w8k


People! If you catch your partner Venturing? ok (CHEATING) ask yourself why? then talk with your Partner about it! Don't get mad at the person there cheating on you with, it's your partners responsiblility to be Honest and Responsible for the lye there telling you! U think? It's you partner that did you wrong, not the other person. Maybe that other person don't know or has been told something different. Or maybe the other person feels as I do, It's not my business, but what ever your partner is for? he or her had to be a willing participate in this, or these actions. The other person just didn'tfind you partner name and number and make your partner meet up with them for what ever reason. He or she did that all by themselves, and Now your feeling hurt and your trying to make sense out of it by going through your partners phone, pocket's emails, etc. To find the other person number or what ever. To call them to say WHAT? LOL! Believe me a understand the hurt, but calling the  person your guy/gal is doing these things with that meant you no harm, (really did'nt even know you exisited will not ease nor solve your problem. It's time for you to have a sit down with your partner and discuss what's been going on and seeing if it can be worked out. But people let me be the first to say it since this is my blog and your here reading it. You know it's more likely that they will not stop! I had the same thing happen to me, I spent 7 years in the dark, I even had warning signs all over the place. But it took me comforting him and then him telling me he did it cause I made him!And with that said I packed my shit and not knowing where I was going to live or how I would survive, I left. And let's not start with me on the moral bull, Im surviving and yes I choose this, I get comfort and compensated, without the broken heart or having to waite every two weeks! until I otherwise decide, it's my life do what you want with yours. So Ladies and Gent here it is! Do yourself a favour and if this is what you are going through then make up your mind to deal with it or leave them. Because calling the other person won't solve shit cause if it's not them anymore it will be another and then after you have gone through cursing that person out for something you should have cursed your partner out about, what you gonna keep searching his or her pockets to catch them again. What you think your partner will stop because you call that other person and gave him/her a fussin? All you did was cause that person to have do what you should have done in the first place and put your partner on notice and or let his or her ass go. But that's not so easly done if your getting something for your time. So Ladies and Gents this is the deal Now it's up to you?
PS. I don't fall for anyone, and I don't want anyones man. So get over it, yourselves and face the truth. Your Partner is a CHEAT!( and or unhappy! and what you have maybe good? (relationship, home life and all but for some reason, he or she want other people stuff from time to time I'm guessing? I don't know, But Don't Get mad at me, I didn't know either and I feel for ya,.................oops I mean the other person. But I didn't put the gun to his nor her head! Sorry!

My Apologies in Advances:


Guys Im sorry for this blog but I had to, Be Smart about your shit! Because I Don't need your the problems! I'm not the one doing anyone wrong! You deal with him or her . I have been as nice and discret as anyone can. ((WARNING))Also Lock Your Shit up if you gonna be doing people dirty. or just don't do it! You might be saving the one you love feelings!Cause I don't think it's right to cheat either, but we do it anyway right someof you? Sinlge guys! I luv ya!

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Dam Ya'll made me do this.....:)

SaXXX B day Dance!

This is a video a shot one night just for fun I was going to use bits of it in an ad but never got around to it. I shot this at least 7 months ago and has since lost a lot more weight but, im still fine. So instead of me letting this clip go to no use I'm posting it just for fun, I hope you all enjoy! Ur gal Pal SaXXX! Oh Yeah I just celebrated my Birth Day Nov.20, Yeah! So Here's a fun Dance clip Just to celebrate!!! Enjoy!

I just had to Blog this (Sometimes I have to Let it Out!) Sexy Pix Though? LOL!

Good Peps: oh hey hi again its me, how you been

Good Peps: OMG that last shoot was insane  lol

saxtriplex: Im good


saxtriplex: Thanks

Good Peps: oh yeah your welcome  dammm booo could you walk after that shoot
  
saxtriplex: LOl Barely lol

saxtriplex: Naw it stretches the key to keeping it tight is only use when needed, lol

saxtriplex: I'm not doing it all the time and I do kegals in between, this was for the Fan's

GOOD PEPs: wow  yeah it still rocked   you did a great job

Good Peps: was that rock that you worked with

saxtriplex: no I have a lot of fans that want to pay me and be in a video with me, I work with non, pros

Good Peps: oh wow i thought he was a pro
 
saxtriplex: nope people just love me like that, I got a lot more, it's just me finding the time and I had to refine my environment, and find the good people to do my shoots, but I can do shoots out the ass with the people that want me , so hey

saxtriplex: But thanks

saxtriplex: you know, it's hard if your a lady and all most of the black guys in the biz out here kinda try to take advantage, if you don't know certain things, hey but I've learned and let all go so now I can do my on, and plus Im not crazy about an entarouge, to many people envolve with what you do can keep u fucked up. That's why I now stay to myself

saxtriplex: I don't need the madness of it all, No More pain, No more Drama in my life I don't ever want to hurt again, Lol at least not about people being shady with me and about my shit, nope I can go it without them, I've hid there secrets, taken the blame for there shit, never telling,  taking there insults, and all..... Well  Guess what I don't need it anymore, I have at times Lowered my self, well babies (sucking on my titties) no more, it's time you learn to EAT MEAT! I Do! Get Doggies and Bitches! All I want is to be Real, flaws and all, but truly loved. even if I have to Stand alone in what it is that "I" want. Yes Sir!

Good Peps: oh yeah i know you did just fall off the turnup truck  yeah it got to dod what you do   you know you would be in high demand if the black guys had their way 
Good Peps: i mean didnt just fall off

saxtriplex: and there's a lot of sneaky people too out here, snooping to find out shit so now I just keep it open ended, lol, my chats talk and all, cause you never know, Black people we are so fucking trifling, it's a dam SHAME, We Do Each other in. Not Proud of that shit at all

saxtriplex: Fuck it, I gave my nigs a chance my kids, grand , rent

saxtriplex: , lights , don't want to hear that shit, I gotta get paid not just fucked, and that's all I have found with sorry to say Blks, women and men, they prey on each other, and a kind heart like me they can't understand why I'm so nice, so they slip thinking I'm dumb, and then they do there dam selves in, cause I was true to them while they where fronting, and when it's all said and done, they know they can't stand in my space anymore, by there own action towards me. and I never have to say a word. and, neither do I stand back and laugh at there calamities, I prey for them and keep my grind focused, and careful not to let my heart trust them again

saxtriplex: It's funny in the last month how many people that I have worked with and so on, like I made sure they had a roof over there heads when they couldn't do, my pussy paid for that, when they was so throwed and could find a ride home, I went the distance for them, Money , for them when they done got themselves in a jam some where, just so they can make it home. When someone needed a star for the websites and shit not asking for pay, but do i ever hear back from them just to say good looking out, do they call me and say here is the money I agreed on if you did this for me I'd give you, Not a thanks for doing that shoot for me, my site is hot now and people are calling and asking for more of you, so let me hit you up with some funds SaXXX, I know you got kids and Grands you love, and you held shit down for me. Even when i was drinking hard cause i was going through a lot last year, me myself and yet I got the dam job done! SaXXX Did, ((you know white people cover for there many Lohans, Spears, and so On we Blk, and READ YOUR ASS Right Then and There Gloves off, I'm a lady, Yes but I'm a STRONG BLACK WOMEN and You nor anyone is going to walk all over me. That Time in My life is Over! Check Mate!

saxtriplex: shit, none of these fuckers came to me with something real, food, funds, realness, don't nobody that is really going through something need yaw niggers preaching on how to get it together, when u going through things u need a friend. Not these MF that just call around and talk about you and use u then all the while laughing right in your face. But because your hurting, you accepted it, Did they really think me a 42 old soon to be 43 that dam stupid

saxtriplex: I just let it ride, as I took notes, and Now...... Karma is a spiritual thing and what you put out there even if no one knows, good or bad it will come back to you. That is why I always be careful to do good to people no matter what and if I offend some one I try my best to apologizes and move on. But don't even slip and feel Ill go for your shit again, Foolish Children, AAWW Ha ha ha...

saxtriplex: Okay I went off again, now time to blog this, see some times my mind write faster then and all of a sudden good shit come out of it lol

saxtriplex: No offence GP, okay lol

saxtriplex: Just caught the wind

saxtriplex: lol


Good Peps: yeah that ok  yeah  wow  you i hear you  you so awesome i just want you to know that  that so wrong when peeps treat you like that   i think a lot of peeps jealous of you too

saxtriplex: well they shouldn't be my old ass

saxtriplex: they just need to get self esteem and work what they got

Good Peps: shit when they look at your fine ass their self esteem probly goes out the window fast

Good Peps: i still think you need to do ashoot with a vannoal boy from cali
Last message received on 10/17 at 12:15 PM

saxtriplex: and it's not just females I'm talking about, it's some of these grown ass men too out here, all I can say is don't call me when calamity befalls you! Why call the people u fuck over, U know that just make me even more resolved, but I do feel bad for you cause if that is the way you think I am, (a Dam Fool) well you just don't know you fucked yourself out of a true trooper type friend for life type bitch, in me. and I put you on my either don't fuck with ever again, or Delete you. I don't do Phoney bitch very well so don't even approach me at an events lolly gagging and shit, stay your distance like you did when you kept my footage, or didn't pay me back, or call yourself distancing yourself from a drunk, (shit) maybe I caused your ass out for a dam good reason) ever felt that, I have never just went off on some one cause im drunk, No you said or did something to me and I reacted That's natural that's a bitch protecting herself, but you still got what you wanted to use me for right?  Ladies and Gent I confess Im one that will give you my ends cause that's just my way , my heart, that's how I've stay so blessed to look this way and to still be in the world, My heart is good and you and your evils can't and won't stop me cause you choose to be DEMONS. Cause you may  have never known that could have been my ends, but I looked out for a brother and sis Young and Old ones too. So Don't even play with me, I'm Legend, and your NOT! I'm a LEGEND Because I AM LOVE! Not because I open my legs or have a sexy look, it's because i have a heart and Care about who and and what I say do to others and myself. And when I fuck up I confess it and Do Better. I refuse to stay the same if it means Ill improve on self and give others reason to do the same. So What Imma Hoe, Im also a Mother Grand mother Daughter Sister , once sang in church, always have been saved, and that's how I know what God Does Nothing I can do will Take me from His Love and or Saving Graces, so even when you so called Godly people come at me I just show you my rent, lights and bills, if you not here to share as HE did, then step, I've read the whole book a many times, and its, not your works n favours, it's by HIS GRACE NOT YOURS! Step if your not my brothers keeper....... People Blk peps if we are not going to care for each other no matter what it is that we are doing to support what we can, Then Why are you here? Why did we of all peoples ( Race ) get this great opportunity? Stop being what we where never meant to be, and stop blaming past hurts, or up bringing for being a trifling being, straighten your shit up, i KNOW WE ARE ALL BETTER THEN WE THINK WE ARE, He SAID SO, Now Brothers and Sister Star believing it so we all can get paid and receive what we are all out here fighting for. Stop fighting each other, fight the earges to be so fucking EVil! Thats the Devils job, Our Jobs Where to Be Kings, and Queens. and we haven't been doing a very good JOB, so Why should we be BLESSED if we only going to fuck it and our on selves up. Dam Ya'll I had to Go there. It's just Crazy....... Sad! i still will love ya , because you can't even love yourself so I'll do it for you, But I will not lose my way because you have or you think I should.

saxtriplex: Then that is said, Cause im not all that I just project that, cause that's what this job calls for, and because Ive lived, and if I don't love myself with flaws and all then who the hell will

saxtriplex: Love yourselves people

saxtriplex: maybe then you would go around using and hurting others with you dirty works, deceptions, evil ways, shame on us( even in this Biz) blk men and women, after all we been through. And I say even though it's the adult biz! Your works are Your works, it will all count.

saxtriplex: Fucking over people is not what we should be about, Good Quality biz, and human behavour is what it should be. People the all mighty dollar is good for paying rent, but when you ass is sick and need help, when there if no family, then what you gonna do, your name and how you conducted yourself and biz will tell all of us what you are about and then that's when you'll fine, you just FUCKED YOURSELF! The End...............  I Had to get it out. Meant as a general statement to all who are falling short of what you know you should be. Said from SaXXX From Luv always.  LOL! HE HE he!!!! like the Nixta!

I Am The Infamous SaXXX! The Legend......

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Something For The Many That Stand Alone, For What ever The Reason Being, For Thos e Of Us That Are Mostly MISUNDERSTOOD....

Don't let what others say or do bother you, I turn it into a Positive, cause...

If you do, your letting them get the very best of you. Sometimes you can ignore it, (this is something I always try to do, I try hard to avoid the Person and or persons , Places or Things.)  but it's not always easy. Life is too short, as the saying goes. Don't sweat the small stuff, as the other saying goes. Those are two great sayings to go by. Be strong! (this I have no other choice but to be, I have no one but me) Cause when we give in to those people who are negative, we are giving the power to them. As Dr. Phil says, "Take your power back!" The best thing you can do for yourself in these situations is to be optimistic. It's mind over matter, so don't mind what doesn't matter. This I find has been the hardest for me because I care about people and how they feel about me, but I found that not everyone is going to like you, what your ideals and/or your ways. These people who are out to put you down, simply have nothing better to do with themselves. And or this is there only way of lifting themselves. And if you are a sensitive person, like I'm finding myself to be, it can really effect you. It can wear you down and stress you out. I have found myself so down at times I will let days go by without getting out of bed, checking my emails, and I will even cut of my phone. Just trying to deal with it all. This is what a person that suffer with severe depression is like. But I have taught myself  Don't let it! I counter act with Read positive affirmations and being positive. I have learned, Don't dwell on it and "brush it off your shoulders" as rapper Jay-Z would put it. I have to brush shoulders and Knee's and I give myself Positive Self Talk, Cause if I don't who will. Doing this can do wonders for how you react to other people.  To be confident in yourself  (it had been hard for me to confidence in the world that I grew up in, all the tragedies I have had to face, the negative people that had surrounded me most of my teenage life and into the earlier parts of women hood. And Still to this day) But now I have become a warrior at Staying Strong. First I think about what was said, then search the truths and/or Non truths of it, I keep the good parts  then let the negatives parts of it quickly fade.... cause Tomorrows a Brand Spanking Ass NEW DAY! And if Plan A doesn't pan out move on to Plan B! If you have gone through what I go through on a day to day basis You WILL ALWAYS Have A Plan, A,B,C, LOL!  People do not let negative people, situation and or there comments bother you, sometimes they don't even know that what they just said to you wasn't nice,(I myself is guilty of this, I'll say something not really thinking about how it was said and or how it will effect, maybe I was trying to get a laugh and or a point across either way, I may have used my words wrongly and upset someone not really trying to). But then there are those that do know exactly what they are saying isn't nice and they really don't care. Those People Don't give the any space in your mind Delete there Asses Just as fast as they open there mouths. Put up your Fire Wall! But as far as yourself you just continue in the positive and the more positive you are the less likely you will let negative comments bother you and the less likely people will be out to throw darts at you. Don't let them rob you of your happiness. Be Strong Minded, Be Positive even when some Ass try to bring you down, Be Optimistic!

This I VERY IMPORTANT FOR YOU to KNOW (MY FAnS) MY New WeBSITE FINAlly!!!

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I Just Felt This Was Needed

Life Is Relative

All Experiences

I borrowed this from Mr. dburger from (the Experience Project) something I subscribe to. Here the link if you wanna know more:
   http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Know-That-It-Will-Work-Out-In-The-End/1167260?utm_campaign=newsletter169&utm_source=newsletter&utm_medium=email&email_id=11173853

This was Posted by dburger
26-30 year old man

A Story From A Group I Know That It Will Work Out In the End


Life is 100% relative to your situation.  Your life is built on your expectation.  What you expect from a situation will determine whether or not you will be let down or amazed.  For instance, if you’re going see a movie and someone tells you it’s a great movie, and all you hear about it is how good it is.  You go to see it and it doesn’t live up to your expectations.  Well, your then a little let down even if the movie was pretty good.  Every aspect of life is like that.

 If you’re going through a tough or bad situation it feels so much better when things get better.  The tougher or harder the situation the better it feels later.  I myself have gone through it time and time again, and I don’t expect it to stop.  I just live for the good times and survive through the bad times.  For me things are a little more extreme mainly because I am bipolar.   So, the good times are really good and the bad times are tough.

Early in my life I went through a tough situation.  In middle school, I went through a public school hell.  I wrote a piece on it, but it made my private high school experience so much sweeter.  The middle school I went to was about ninety percent black and high school I went to was about ninety percent white.  I went from being picked on every day to being voted class favorite.  But all those wonderful high school years set me up for a big letdown later on.

After high school, I went on to college to chase my dream.  Things were great for about a year or so.  Then my long time high school sweetheart broke up with me.  Well I stayed in college from then on I struggled.  I failed a Calculus class and a few others along the way.  But, what kept me motivated was the fact that no one expected me to graduate college.  Again expectations comes into play, I pushed on an graduated college.  It felt unbelievable to graduate, but in my mind I thought graduating college would fix all my problem.  By that time, I had started dating a girl that was great, smart, pretty, going to be a doctor.  The problem was that I didn’t love her.  In my mind I thought me being an Engineer and her being a Doctor, we would make a boat load of money and be perfectly happy. I found out the hard way that money does mean anything.

Once again expectations come into play, I started working as an Engineer in a really nice office thinking this is going to be great.  I so realized that I hated working in the office. I found myself hating my job and dating a girl that I didn’t want to marry.  So what happened, I had a mental break down went into a mental hospital for a week.  I came out a different person.  A few weeks later I broke up with my girlfriend and quit my job.

It’s been over four years since I broke up with her and about the same since I’ve worked as an Engineer.  Now, I’m almost thirty and I’m single.  I can honestly say that I’m just about as happy now as I’ve ever been.  Yea it’s hard watching all my friends getting married and having kids.  And yea I feel a little jaded because I’m not sure if I want to bring another girl into my life.  I’m a little worried about the future. 

To everyone out there that are in bad situations, just make it through and know that better days are coming.  No matter what tomorrow is a new day and things somehow someway work themselves out in the end.       


Posted on August 28th, 2010 at 5:08AM

I'm Can So Relate! AMEN!

If you didn't know? Then here's a little bit more to like about SaXXX

Just Me Hanging Out at the Adult Video Awards, Co Worker and Partner In the Adult Biz at our Both Booth at 2010 in Vegas. Along with My Good Friends and also Party Crew, Cause we all Have so much Dam Fun Doing what we do, Ya Know! I'm Just Say Be Real, and Positive Vibes will always Flow. I do This with Much love for the following: First and most of all my Good Friend Danny Blaq of DannyBlaqVideos.com Thanks for the Love you showed me way back when and now, Your REAL In my books for ever, I guess it's true what has been said " The Darker The Berrie, or in his case cause he got two, BERRIES, LOL! The Sweeter The Juice" LOL!

 Stupid love and shouts out to SuperHotFilms.com We all know there the hottest Team Out there! I say there are Cause They are doing the DAM Thing they way it should be done< with UNITY! Full Force with The love for each other and just doing Dam Good Works! To My Lady Friends The One and Very Only Lisa Rivera, Ivory Bell, Kate Facet, and Can we all just say it Sasha GREY! This young Lady is now starring in  Main Stream Televsion in the hit show "Entourage" I love this show!

Let me not forget Don this guy is Cool as hell, and Richard Man, the 13inch he carries around, ladies he aint no joke! I believe he just won an award also, you can check out what Im talking about here at kingofinterracial.com He'll make you Scream.... LOL!

I just wanted to say Thanks to all of them and to show Love as I do to all. I hope you all enjoy..... Ur Gal Pal SAXXXJUST4U

(((W M. Says))) >>> Forgive and Forget, I have no idea who made that up. I like Forgive and Move On!!!!!
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(((Then This lady replies))) >>>>> I FORGIVE...EVENTUALLY... BUT IT IS THE FORGETTING PART I AM NOT GOOD AT. ONCE SOMEONE CROSSES ME, I DO EVERYTHING TO LET IT GO BECAUSE I KNOW THAT GETTING BACK AT THEM IS WRONG (not saying I haven't made people pay for hurting me), I MOVE ON QUICK!! IN ORDER TO NOT DO SOMETHING GOD WILL FROWN UPON. I DO A GREAT VANISHING ACT WHEN REALLY HURT.

So you know me, This was my reply and I agreed with The Lady above, but I kinda went into Combat mode, LOL People Im working on it ( Chilling) But It is so hard, cause some people just love to fuck with othesr, and so this is why you see in the news man Snaps and takes out everything in the place, LOL!!! Im just being foreal....... You snap, it's just so much shit a person can take year after year and the bad thing about it is the people that are doing the pushing has no ideal of all the shit you have gone through and you try to let them know STOP, PUSHING, PICKING, and Fucking with me, my left eyebrow and top lip twitching at this time....LMFAO;)!


 BUT NAW, they just so use to being the Bullies that they are with fucked up egos, Or that so Call boyfreind and or girlfriend that you have been dealing with, you tell them straight out, Im going to catch ya, and or stop doing what ever it is that they do to hurt you , but naw they just keep right on, so I learn to control, and or deal by REMOVE myself from Fucked up Situations,  You know, before I make 6 oclock news......... LOL! Know That's not running from it, that's Saving LIVES........... LOL! Foreal, I have been through to much, from birth people, and I just can't deal with assholes who think that you (we) have to put up with thier shit, cause you need to fit in? fuck it then, I will always be on the outside then and they can just........... KMA!






I'm just saying.....LOL!


Wow girl I totally agree with you C, I just did a lot of that (Vanishing,Cutting Out, Duces) and all that good shit this year it actually started a year ago, cause I really want to be freinds with all but that shit is'nt really being realistic. Right? Having everyone as a friend, cause some will just not adjust their fucked up behavour towards you, and if you truly want to be someone's friends and there is something that you are doing that offends and or hurt there feelings them you should try hard to not do that, right? I do, because That means your freindship means a lot to me, Right? Oh well....... so I had to choose to let go, pack up, and MOVE THE "F" ON really girl, I can relate For Real!!! ps. and don"t you have like flash backs from time to time of how they at times try to connect back with you via, chat email, socail net works, and even they will call you as though they did nothing wrong, I be like WTF! Did you not get it? I haven't called you? nor emailed you? nor connected in any way and yet you have the nerves to call me? FUCK YOU! is what I be wanting to say, That's when I feel like why do we have to fake talk to peps we don't even want to deal with? DAM! Cause it's called being socailly diplomatic? In my biz it's the hardest thing for me to do, cause I can't stand people that know they have treated you bad, still trying to act like everythings okay between you and them. Fuck that Stay out my face, Dude, Chick, Bitch, what the Fuck ever! Get Doogie Get!, Okay see here SaXXX go again, and I'm not even drinking anymore? LOL! I went off again, LOL! I got deep issues on this subject, as you can read, tell me am I they only one that thinks people are stupid for thinking that if you fuck some one over, especailly bout there money, but with anything, that they should be let back into your lives with out at least an apology, and knowing that they will have to work hard at you trusting them again, and that's only if one choose to let them back in? Cause for me, I can't go down that course of actions anymore I've been burnt to many times, Fuck that I'll go it alone, Just The Good LORD and Me. Teach me O Lord! I will always Need you, cause this world is just to COLD! and you know I try...............tears!









Hey speaking of (KMA) Kissing My ASS..... LOL!!!





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Hey All! What The Hell ? Why are we so freakin Nasty To One Another? You Do The Same Shit I Do! I'm just Saying....

I am amazed at the craziness that is running so ramped in the adult industry among there very people that call themselves working together. I got several calls the other day all about how bad shit is, with the word of mouth bullshit and bad attitudes (DRAMA BITCHES and MALES TOO)! People Stop it! we are all grown and we all including myself need to check all that at the door. Shit is always going to be said about this or that, that is just the way things are, but we should know that what is said will never be the full truth of the matter once it goes through all the he said, she said channels. So once you get the conversation it's all fucked up and the stupid part of it is, we take it as REAL WORDS Said by so and so! LMFAO! I'm just saying................... Come on Grown Ass People..... Who Fuck for a Living, you know better than that, ? or do we?      

  Another thing, why are we so freakin mean to one another? What's up with that? We all have slept together in one way or another. Your people do work with these people who did work with this person, but that person don't like that person , because this person said that about this? !@^$&*%&*?????  WE are all in this together with the ultimate goal of making profits, that hopefully will pay off these dam bills we all have. Right? People Unless a icth out here spreading (HIV, STD's) To one of us, God Forbid!
People PLEASE STOP SPREADING THE HATE!
YOU DO THE SAME SHIT I DO.................................... I'm Just Saying, One Luv, Ur Gal Pal SaXXX

PS. Who am I to say anything? I'm just the Chick that gets the calls, and thought it good to let all I love Know and that's all of you even those I don't know, hear (read about) how crazy things can be. I just been around for a long time and have a many good friends and followers that Like what I say, Dam! I'm over the hill and still humping LOL!


Said with luv and not to offend anyone in particular, so just stop thinking that way baby! you all are good in my book, Muaw!!!

Im Okay with being a solitude person, I have had 2 marraiges, countless courtships and lots of freinds and now all I want is to Work and Chill, without MIND/Heart GAMES! People try to UNDERSTAND, Step Into My 43 year old shoes. Im Just Saying, Not Complaing, Im Just Trying Explaining to all who come at me like.....

01 says: good evening how are you?




saxtriplex: im good


saxtriplex: my back hurts a lol



01Says: r u still in the nyc and i luv your new yahoo IM pic



saxtriplex: thanks, and yes I am



01Says: awwww if i was there i would massage it for u...u should go get a heat pac



saxtriplex: yeah right

 01Says: lol u dont think i would...im a kind hearted guy...i just have afrekyside lol my word is good



saxtriplex: no i was talking about the heat pack


saxtriplex: there great for back pain

 01Says: oh ok yes they are...and some ibuprofen would probably help to


01: so how long u in nyc



saxtriplex: I live in NYC


01Says: ok even better...well i will hold out hope that one day u will invite me...your lil ole friend here to visit u and treat u like the queen u r


01: but i also understand u just got out of a relationship and are very busy


01: so u probably think if we got together that i would go coo coo for coco puffs lmao


01 has signed back in. (8/4/2010 12:32 AM)







saxtriplex: not at all, just not into seeing anyone now, not even just for a talk or bruch, because there is always a motive and Im tired of telling peopple exactly how I am, and then they try them selves anyway, only to become mad at me

 01Says: i respect that...it must be difficult


01: im pretty transparent and let you know exactly what im thinking and my intentions...but at the same time i know u have experienced a lot even just recently



saxtriplex: for being real with them in the first place. i work in the sex feild so I have no need for it, and I just got out of a relationship and I have no need for that either, and freindships? well lol They are just as hard, cause when something doesn't go the other persons way then they get in there feelings, so I stay clear of all the bullshit



01Says: unlike most people on here...im pretty understanding and care about u as a person and your wellbeing


01: thats true and i understand....i know it is difficult because the biz u r in men will have certain ideas and think u should be willing to do this and that with them


01: sometimes u just need your space and when u decide what u want or dont want then that will be that



saxtriplex: not difficult anymore, i been thro it all, and now Im content, being to myself, making my money to feed my kids and loving having stimilating talk with the only one that truly loves me and that's been God all along, so Im good. I just happen to be a sex symbol, and that is all it is. poeple want it to be more but really it's just how I make ends meet, it's not all of me.


01Says: i always see us at the very least friends...i remember when u were going thru a lot of stuff with your ex and how we had conversations about that and other stuff...


01: thats true as well...u only need one and that is Him


01: i know and understand


01: i want u to know that i see u as much more than what u do...what one does does not necessarily define who one is01: i know that u r a loving mother and grandmother who has dealt with too much bs from controlling in some cases abusive men...health issues and personal tragedy and yet through it all you are a fighter...i admire that in you and want to be supportive in what little way i can on here



saxtriplex: yeah so why when I tell men this the very next time we chat or speak it's back to the oooh I sure hope to get with you one day thing? it's just sad to me, I know what I want and men don"t get it, I get this everyday, so Im not impressed anymore, by the great talks and all the bull in the story lines, cause that is what it is, really half got wives, and the other half just want to get laid and all that's fine, PAY ME or go away with the bull.


saxtriplex: thanks



01Says: well i can tell u why...but it isnt going to stop them from doing so


01: some want to get in theindustry because they see all thesek they can get and think it is ideal...some think because of what u do u should be willing to do so with them...a very rare few look at the total package and want to have something with u...but what is most important is what makes u happy and when u r ready for something more then that person will be lucky to have someone like u



saxtriplex: yeah I know, that's why I ignore alot of chat invites, Im showing my ass and so I will get that i understand, so im not in feeling about that, it's just the one that persist that we going to get togther bull, lol! No we not! LOL! Im settled and I like my life and solitude. So get over it, Im just a fanasty, cause if you had me in real life you wouldn't want nor like me, cause you don't even care about the one's your with now, so Get doggie GET!!!


01Says: lol



saxtriplex: Really now in my life I REALLY REALLY DON't Want nor Need that person, I have me, I don't care if he has money, looks and smells like ture love, go to church or any of the shit that we as females look for in a man, I DON't WANT To Be in Any type situation with a man Nor women, I just want to live daily and be healty, bills paid and happy! I don't know why people feel you always need someone in your life. I have enough of my own shit to deal with then to bring another into my life and deal with him? or her too. Hell to the NO. Stay your distance and nobody get it! or Get's hurt! LOL!



01Says: i feel u...being independent and drama free is a beautiful thing


Last message received on 8/4/2010 at 12:58 AM


saxtriplex: Really, im being real and realistically it has been done, alot of animals a solitaryand only come together to mate, lol! and thank GOD Im to old and can't product anymore, so that is not a problem for me. LOL! I just like being alone, I tried being around pep and making freinds and all it's not all that. Irather like and even when I was a young girl I was always by myself, so it's all good.



01Says: i respect all of that...u have seen a lot experienced a lot and know what u want and dont want...i just enjoy talking to u there is nothing wrong with being alone


01: but remember there is nothing wrong with having people who care about u genuinely as well as long as they respect what u want and not try to push things on u...u r a grownaz woman...if u want something with somebody u would let him or her know



saxtriplex: lol! well at least you sound as though you get it, lol! Until next chat, LOL! hhhuuummm , Ill see, thanks it's time for me to go nite nite, MUaw!


01Says has signed back in. (8/4/2010 1:05 AM)


01 is typing...


01: nite shawty lol dont be a stranger sweet dreams

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A Chat With Another Someone Wanting To " Be My Freind" Should I Believe People When They Say Things Like this...? to me? Tell me what you think? This is not to offend anyone person, it's just me letting people peep into my world and what it's like for me..

Tuesday, July 13, 2010




2254 says >

hi 4:32 PM
you there 4:37 PM
feel like you are busy 4:37 PM
hit me when you can 4:37 PM
bye 4:37 PM




 SaXXX say> hi 4:38 PM
yes 4:38 PM






2254 says >
hey how are you 4:38 PM
do not want to bother you 4:38 PM






 SaXXX says> im good 4:38 PM




2254 Says >

feel bad 4:38 PM





SaXXX says> about what 4:38 PM











2254 says>

awesome 4:38 PM
about anything 4:38 PM
not sure if you need some space 4:38 PM



 SaXXX say's> uuuuhhh, im not sure what you are reffering to 4:39 PM
do we know each other personally 4:39 PM




2254 Says>
i know just got back from your trip 4:39 PM
no we do not but i would like too get to know you 4:39 PM
if thats okay with you 4:39 PM




 SaXXX says> Well sweet heart, Im sorry but I am all over the place living my life and I just work alot, So im still not sure what you want from me other than to say hi once in a while? 4:41 PM






2254 says>
would love to meet you 4:41 PM
take you for lunch or drinks or dinner 4:41 PM




 SaXXX Say's > I really have no time in my life for relationships other than the ocassional Hi's I do. I just got out of a 5 yrs relationship and a 5yr one before that and a 6 yr marragiage before that, Iam no longer going to be getting to that point anymore. I like being on my own with no one to answer to now, and well it should have been that way a while back, but you no us girls we always trying to get with someone, to make a family, well I now no longer am looking for relations. So Im not sure but I hope this answer"s the thought's in your head, lol! 4:45 PM





2254 Says>
not looking for a relationship either i am married 4:46 PM
looking for a friend 4:46 PM



SaXXXs Says > well, drinks it is! and will that be trying to get to know each other for benefits? other than a bite to eat and drinks, cause well Im not good at that either, so us being able to say hi online fits us great don't it? 4:49 PM











2254 Says>
drinks and see what happens 4:50 PM
no promises either way 4:50 PM
if benefits great if just drinks cool 4:50 PM
no worries either way 4:50 PM






 SaXXXs Says> I have big issue and problems so I find it easier to stay to myself, I mean im a great person, but i always get used or hurt, so I don"t care for people other than making my money. 4:50 PM




2254 Says>
look not looking to hurt you and have been honest about everything with you 4:51 PM
if do not want to meet its cool 4:51 PM
no pressure 4:51 PM





SaXXXs Says> Thats cool, well I never know when something like that will accure cause I never have time, so in the mean time , online Buds fit this just fine for me, Sorry if that's not what you want to hear but thats my reality. 4:52 PM





2254 Says >
its all goood 4:52 PM
no pressure 4:52 PM
no expectations 4:52 PM
live life and see what happens 4:52 PM
if we meet cool 4:52 PM
if not thats fine too 4:52 PM




SaXXXs Says> That's what I do live life! 4:53 PM




2254 Says> 
same here 4:53 PM
try to live it to its fullest and not be an ass to anyone 4:53 PM
think comminication and honest is importatn 4:54 PM







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 SaXXX Says> okay cool! u and me both, but when u got people coming at you from all types of view point's that's when I got like this! Then u also must reconize not all people treat people like that, and being who I am people seem to want more out of me then what they are intitled too so, I have to shut them down before they go to far, which I have let far to many people get away with anyway. So sorry if im short and sweet with things and people coming at me like this, it's only because a person can get very tired of things. Maybe thats shallow of me, but everyday I get people say they just want to be freinds and really it's all about ass! 4:58 PM









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2254 Says>
look there are plenty of asses out there 4:59 PM
plenty of people who wanted to be friends and need help and i helped just to get burned 5:00 PM
so yes i can skeptical too 5:00 PM
but i still try to get people benefit of the doubt until they burn me 5:00 PM
i know you have that wall around you 5:00 PM
feel it 5:01 PM
and know part of it, is too push people away 5:01 PM
if they are like me, will not leave so easy 5:01 PM
but probably works with most 5:01 PM
willing to take my chance 5:02 PM
but up to you 5:03 PM
easy way to push me away is silence 5:10 PM
i hate it more then anything 5:10 PM
well hope we can talk more and get to know each other 5:12 PM
if not its fine, 0ur lives will contuinue 5:13 PM
talk to you later hopefully 5:13 PM
bye 5:13 PM









SaXXXs Says> Thanks, Im happy you kinda understand, I don't push people away, But I don"t have it in me anymore to just be like oh this cool guy chat's with me online, so Im going to just jump at a chance with making friends anymore I have to gaurd my life, soul, and heart, cause as I said before, to much has been taken away from me, Time, Money, Spirit, Etc. So if your real about it, Im doing what's best for me, cause really I don't really know you and as I said before I'm ever so busy. Making freinds cost, all types of resources, going out for drinks, you don"t always want people paying your bills, especailly being a women. And You don't always want people to know your on a budget either, all Im saying is 5:29 PM




2254 is typing...

wow Im finally trying this again........lol!

Well people I have been trying to do to many things at one time and had to step back for sometime. but Im going to give this an sincere try again. So where do I start what do you wanna know.

Well first let me say this to all who may or may not like me.....

Okay! it's time to put away all GRUDGES! you think im this, and that, That's okay! But what I truly am is a Beautiful women of three beautiful daughters and 2 beautiful grandbabies just trying to make good friends and live my life to it's fullness. I, we all have done things that maybe alittle off. But trying to be a bad freind or person to anyone I have not. So much love I want to send out to all, life is just to dam crazy for ill will towards anyone....... MUAW! Luv, SaXXX A True Legend.If u really want to know!

Now that that has been said, it leads me to this! Why is it that people for one reason or another become freinds, only to find something about the other person that they don't like and or think they should change in that person?

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