Thursday, August 19, 2010

If you didn't know? Then here's a little bit more to like about SaXXX

Just Me Hanging Out at the Adult Video Awards, Co Worker and Partner In the Adult Biz at our Both Booth at 2010 in Vegas. Along with My Good Friends and also Party Crew, Cause we all Have so much Dam Fun Doing what we do, Ya Know! I'm Just Say Be Real, and Positive Vibes will always Flow. I do This with Much love for the following: First and most of all my Good Friend Danny Blaq of DannyBlaqVideos.com Thanks for the Love you showed me way back when and now, Your REAL In my books for ever, I guess it's true what has been said " The Darker The Berrie, or in his case cause he got two, BERRIES, LOL! The Sweeter The Juice" LOL!

 Stupid love and shouts out to SuperHotFilms.com We all know there the hottest Team Out there! I say there are Cause They are doing the DAM Thing they way it should be done< with UNITY! Full Force with The love for each other and just doing Dam Good Works! To My Lady Friends The One and Very Only Lisa Rivera, Ivory Bell, Kate Facet, and Can we all just say it Sasha GREY! This young Lady is now starring in  Main Stream Televsion in the hit show "Entourage" I love this show!

Let me not forget Don this guy is Cool as hell, and Richard Man, the 13inch he carries around, ladies he aint no joke! I believe he just won an award also, you can check out what Im talking about here at kingofinterracial.com He'll make you Scream.... LOL!

I just wanted to say Thanks to all of them and to show Love as I do to all. I hope you all enjoy..... Ur Gal Pal SAXXXJUST4U

Monday, August 16, 2010

(((W M. Says))) >>> Forgive and Forget, I have no idea who made that up. I like Forgive and Move On!!!!!
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(((Then This lady replies))) >>>>> I FORGIVE...EVENTUALLY... BUT IT IS THE FORGETTING PART I AM NOT GOOD AT. ONCE SOMEONE CROSSES ME, I DO EVERYTHING TO LET IT GO BECAUSE I KNOW THAT GETTING BACK AT THEM IS WRONG (not saying I haven't made people pay for hurting me), I MOVE ON QUICK!! IN ORDER TO NOT DO SOMETHING GOD WILL FROWN UPON. I DO A GREAT VANISHING ACT WHEN REALLY HURT.





So you know me, This was my reply and I agreed with The Lady above, but I kinda went into Combat mode, LOL People Im working on it ( Chilling) But It is so hard, cause some people just love to fuck with othesr, and so this is why you see in the news man Snaps and takes out everything in the place, LOL!!! Im just being foreal....... You snap, it's just so much shit a person can take year after year and the bad thing about it is the people that are doing the pushing has no ideal of all the shit you have gone through and you try to let them know STOP, PUSHING, PICKING, and Fucking with me, my left eyebrow and top lip twitching at this time....LMFAO;)!


 BUT NAW, they just so use to being the Bullies that they are with fucked up egos, Or that so Call boyfreind and or girlfriend that you have been dealing with, you tell them straight out, Im going to catch ya, and or stop doing what ever it is that they do to hurt you , but naw they just keep right on, so I learn to control, and or deal by REMOVE myself from Fucked up Situations,  You know, before I make 6 oclock news......... LOL! Know That's not running from it, that's Saving LIVES........... LOL! Foreal, I have been through to much, from birth people, and I just can't deal with assholes who think that you (we) have to put up with thier shit, cause you need to fit in? fuck it then, I will always be on the outside then and they can just........... KMA!






I'm just saying.....LOL!


Wow girl I totally agree with you C, I just did a lot of that (Vanishing,Cutting Out, Duces) and all that good shit this year it actually started a year ago, cause I really want to be freinds with all but that shit is'nt really being realistic. Right? Having everyone as a friend, cause some will just not adjust their fucked up behavour towards you, and if you truly want to be someone's friends and there is something that you are doing that offends and or hurt there feelings them you should try hard to not do that, right? I do, because That means your freindship means a lot to me, Right? Oh well....... so I had to choose to let go, pack up, and MOVE THE "F" ON really girl, I can relate For Real!!! ps. and don"t you have like flash backs from time to time of how they at times try to connect back with you via, chat email, socail net works, and even they will call you as though they did nothing wrong, I be like WTF! Did you not get it? I haven't called you? nor emailed you? nor connected in any way and yet you have the nerves to call me? FUCK YOU! is what I be wanting to say, That's when I feel like why do we have to fake talk to peps we don't even want to deal with? DAM! Cause it's called being socailly diplomatic? In my biz it's the hardest thing for me to do, cause I can't stand people that know they have treated you bad, still trying to act like everythings okay between you and them. Fuck that Stay out my face, Dude, Chick, Bitch, what the Fuck ever! Get Doogie Get!, Okay see here SaXXX go again, and I'm not even drinking anymore? LOL! I went off again, LOL! I got deep issues on this subject, as you can read, tell me am I they only one that thinks people are stupid for thinking that if you fuck some one over, especailly bout there money, but with anything, that they should be let back into your lives with out at least an apology, and knowing that they will have to work hard at you trusting them again, and that's only if one choose to let them back in? Cause for me, I can't go down that course of actions anymore I've been burnt to many times, Fuck that I'll go it alone, Just The Good LORD and Me. Teach me O Lord! I will always Need you, cause this world is just to COLD! and you know I try...............tears!









Hey speaking of (KMA) Kissing My ASS..... LOL!!!





I use this lube the other night called "JO" Senual Massage Glide!it an all in one, type personal Lubricant, skin, and Tattoo Conditioner? That's what Im reading of the bottle? But anyway This stuff is like ooooowwwweeee gggooodd!!! "JO" enhance your sense of pleasure, it's silky smooth feeling, never feeling stickyor tacky. On top of that just a drop last a very long time. It's also latex compatible, this lube is so recommended by me (SAXXXJUST4U) say's get "JO" just4u and you will love it just as much as I do, I'm just saying...

Monday, August 9, 2010

Hey All! What The Hell ? Why are we so freakin Nasty To One Another? You Do The Same Shit I Do! I'm just Saying....

I am amazed at the craziness that is running so ramped in the adult industry among there very people that call themselves working together. I got several calls the other day all about how bad shit is, with the word of mouth bullshit and bad attitudes (DRAMA BITCHES and MALES TOO)! People Stop it! we are all grown and we all including myself need to check all that at the door. Shit is always going to be said about this or that, that is just the way things are, but we should know that what is said will never be the full truth of the matter once it goes through all the he said, she said channels. So once you get the conversation it's all fucked up and the stupid part of it is, we take it as REAL WORDS Said by so and so! LMFAO! I'm just saying................... Come on Grown Ass People..... Who Fuck for a Living, you know better than that, ? or do we?      

  Another thing, why are we so freakin mean to one another? What's up with that? We all have slept together in one way or another. Your people do work with these people who did work with this person, but that person don't like that person , because this person said that about this? !@^$&*%&*?????  WE are all in this together with the ultimate goal of making profits, that hopefully will pay off these dam bills we all have. Right? People Unless a icth out here spreading (HIV, STD's) To one of us, God Forbid!
People PLEASE STOP SPREADING THE HATE!
YOU DO THE SAME SHIT I DO.................................... I'm Just Saying, One Luv, Ur Gal Pal SaXXX


PS. Who am I to say anything? I'm just the Chick that gets the calls, and thought it good to let all I love Know and that's all of you even those I don't know, hear (read about) how crazy things can be. I just been around for a long time and have a many good friends and followers that Like what I say, Dam! I'm over the hill and still humping LOL!


Said with luv and not to offend anyone in particular, so just stop thinking that way baby! you all are good in my book, Muaw!!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Im Okay with being a solitude person, I have had 2 marraiges, countless courtships and lots of freinds and now all I want is to Work and Chill, without MIND/Heart GAMES! People try to UNDERSTAND, Step Into My 43 year old shoes. Im Just Saying, Not Complaing, Im Just Trying Explaining to all who come at me like.....

01 says: good evening how are you?




saxtriplex: im good


saxtriplex: my back hurts a lol



01Says: r u still in the nyc and i luv your new yahoo IM pic



saxtriplex: thanks, and yes I am



01Says: awwww if i was there i would massage it for u...u should go get a heat pac



saxtriplex: yeah right

 01Says: lol u dont think i would...im a kind hearted guy...i just have afrekyside lol my word is good



saxtriplex: no i was talking about the heat pack


saxtriplex: there great for back pain

 01Says: oh ok yes they are...and some ibuprofen would probably help to


01: so how long u in nyc



saxtriplex: I live in NYC


01Says: ok even better...well i will hold out hope that one day u will invite me...your lil ole friend here to visit u and treat u like the queen u r


01: but i also understand u just got out of a relationship and are very busy


01: so u probably think if we got together that i would go coo coo for coco puffs lmao


01 has signed back in. (8/4/2010 12:32 AM)







saxtriplex: not at all, just not into seeing anyone now, not even just for a talk or bruch, because there is always a motive and Im tired of telling peopple exactly how I am, and then they try them selves anyway, only to become mad at me

 01Says: i respect that...it must be difficult


01: im pretty transparent and let you know exactly what im thinking and my intentions...but at the same time i know u have experienced a lot even just recently



saxtriplex: for being real with them in the first place. i work in the sex feild so I have no need for it, and I just got out of a relationship and I have no need for that either, and freindships? well lol They are just as hard, cause when something doesn't go the other persons way then they get in there feelings, so I stay clear of all the bullshit



01Says: unlike most people on here...im pretty understanding and care about u as a person and your wellbeing


01: thats true and i understand....i know it is difficult because the biz u r in men will have certain ideas and think u should be willing to do this and that with them


01: sometimes u just need your space and when u decide what u want or dont want then that will be that



saxtriplex: not difficult anymore, i been thro it all, and now Im content, being to myself, making my money to feed my kids and loving having stimilating talk with the only one that truly loves me and that's been God all along, so Im good. I just happen to be a sex symbol, and that is all it is. poeple want it to be more but really it's just how I make ends meet, it's not all of me.


01Says: i always see us at the very least friends...i remember when u were going thru a lot of stuff with your ex and how we had conversations about that and other stuff...


01: thats true as well...u only need one and that is Him


01: i know and understand


01: i want u to know that i see u as much more than what u do...what one does does not necessarily define who one is01: i know that u r a loving mother and grandmother who has dealt with too much bs from controlling in some cases abusive men...health issues and personal tragedy and yet through it all you are a fighter...i admire that in you and want to be supportive in what little way i can on here



saxtriplex: yeah so why when I tell men this the very next time we chat or speak it's back to the oooh I sure hope to get with you one day thing? it's just sad to me, I know what I want and men don"t get it, I get this everyday, so Im not impressed anymore, by the great talks and all the bull in the story lines, cause that is what it is, really half got wives, and the other half just want to get laid and all that's fine, PAY ME or go away with the bull.


saxtriplex: thanks



01Says: well i can tell u why...but it isnt going to stop them from doing so


01: some want to get in theindustry because they see all thesek they can get and think it is ideal...some think because of what u do u should be willing to do so with them...a very rare few look at the total package and want to have something with u...but what is most important is what makes u happy and when u r ready for something more then that person will be lucky to have someone like u



saxtriplex: yeah I know, that's why I ignore alot of chat invites, Im showing my ass and so I will get that i understand, so im not in feeling about that, it's just the one that persist that we going to get togther bull, lol! No we not! LOL! Im settled and I like my life and solitude. So get over it, Im just a fanasty, cause if you had me in real life you wouldn't want nor like me, cause you don't even care about the one's your with now, so Get doggie GET!!!


01Says: lol



saxtriplex: Really now in my life I REALLY REALLY DON't Want nor Need that person, I have me, I don't care if he has money, looks and smells like ture love, go to church or any of the shit that we as females look for in a man, I DON't WANT To Be in Any type situation with a man Nor women, I just want to live daily and be healty, bills paid and happy! I don't know why people feel you always need someone in your life. I have enough of my own shit to deal with then to bring another into my life and deal with him? or her too. Hell to the NO. Stay your distance and nobody get it! or Get's hurt! LOL!



01Says: i feel u...being independent and drama free is a beautiful thing


Last message received on 8/4/2010 at 12:58 AM


saxtriplex: Really, im being real and realistically it has been done, alot of animals a solitaryand only come together to mate, lol! and thank GOD Im to old and can't product anymore, so that is not a problem for me. LOL! I just like being alone, I tried being around pep and making freinds and all it's not all that. Irather like and even when I was a young girl I was always by myself, so it's all good.



01Says: i respect all of that...u have seen a lot experienced a lot and know what u want and dont want...i just enjoy talking to u there is nothing wrong with being alone


01: but remember there is nothing wrong with having people who care about u genuinely as well as long as they respect what u want and not try to push things on u...u r a grownaz woman...if u want something with somebody u would let him or her know



saxtriplex: lol! well at least you sound as though you get it, lol! Until next chat, LOL! hhhuuummm , Ill see, thanks it's time for me to go nite nite, MUaw!


01Says has signed back in. (8/4/2010 1:05 AM)


01 is typing...


01: nite shawty lol dont be a stranger sweet dreams