Sunday, January 30, 2011

People That Talk About Other People Sex Life In The Adult Entertainment and Outside of It!

Let's all try something new, We all are doing the nasty right? So why talk about what some one else is doing is wrong? We're all doing Nasty Shit From bg, bb, gg, bbg, ggb, Bi, straight, gay and or lesdian, milf, gilf, orgies 2 Swingers
and Mandingos
Cuckold!








Anal vaginal 2 oral ass 2 mouth Blacks on blacks, whites, all other Races 2 interracial, it's all the fucking same, So how are some 2 judge? Clean ur on house if thats what u want, but do the world of adult entertainment a favor, STOP JUDGING & TALKING ABOUT OTHERS if your a nasty ass too! You can't say "Oh well I don't do that, That's just nasty" when you yourself is fucking everything that moves, from big one little one's to married one's. What makes any of us better then the next? Sex Is SEX! You enjoying what ur doing, Paid or unpaid! So to those that talk so much about others, Stop trying the to Ride on the High horse Bitch Your Shit Smells Fowl like the rest of use! I'm getting sick of people and there judging of others And They'e doing the same dam things, they just to scared to be real and say it out loud! Hiding behind a good girl/guy personna! Fuck peopel like that! Live Your life anyway you wanna, with that said here's a wild but very real stuff that some of use are into. Black guys and white Guys some of you try to hide, but we know you like this shit and more! Im just not scared to show it to you: PS: I work with anyone that wants to work with me and IIII! Do As I DAM WeLL PLEASE!!! Nobody pays my way but me! I have nothing to stop me from working who every calls on me for a shoot and this is just one of the people and person that has, and a many more are to come!
http://www.vbs.tv/watch/the-vice-guide-to-sex--3/mandingo-full-length--5
 
We all have sinned and fall short of His Glory! Go Clean out the skeletons in your Closets! It's 2011 wake the fuck up! If Gays are coming out of the closet, then what the fuck do I have to be ashamed of. I cover up nothing I do, I front about nothing! I live as an open book and if you wanna whisper to others about me then go right ahead.   Cause the same persons you telling your veiw of me to, will be looking at you, like what type of freind are you? and your showing them your type of
FUCKED UP Charactor Traits You Have.
 
 









I blogged this for only those that wish to continuelly critizes and bad mouth others in the world of adult entertainment. And not to out anyone, nor tell people that hold certain position in that they must stay anonymous in order to keep what they have. I wrote this for the many that come to me with this type crap, after them there selves are evolve in the very same activities in which I am...............lol! The Nerve Of them! 

Sunday, January 9, 2011

I did not know Eminem and lil Wayne Could Read My Mind! Dam I'm Feeling This Right Here!



Hey People I got to behind and money was very tight, so I made the choice like a week before the AVN Not To Go. "Shit Happens" Right? Yes I was very sad about it, but it gave me some much needed time and I saved that monies and bought myself a brand spankin new HD Cam Corder YEA! Yes I know everyone thing I got it like that, But people the truth is none of us have it like we want it all the time. So I know there a few that will be like" good that icth", But It was my choice and not that I couldn't it was more like what can I do with this money I saved to better help, and produce for myself. There is something to be said about going it alone, and really this year I really want to do a lot of my on footage, be it not so pro, but it will be mine. I am thankful to all that have helped me in learning all this Tech stuff that I now know. LOL! I know it was hard on you cause Im slow when it comes to such things, but I hope to improve on it all. I feel that I need to give it at least a really hard try, to be better to myself, I run from here to there shooting with others, all the time and now I have the means of inviting, neewbies, amatuers, and other to my little studio here and do my own little thing.

 

Also this year I am celebrating my independence from a lot of things, last year and the year before that was very hard on me, I lost alot, my mom died, I made a very hard choice to leave the guy I was with for almost 6 years, and I made the choice let go of few friendships (NYC/DC/FL) that just was not working out, some of it was because of my on and off agian issues,but none of my issue's harms a person heart or soul though (Im owning up to it). Shit it's hard trying to navagate it all. I'm telling the TRUTH here so you all can hear me say it. People love to twist shit, and paint me as "let me us some of there words that have hurt me at times, words like(Bitch, Lush, Stupid, Silly, dumb etc.) and not in playful ways and maybe Im to sensitive. (people I am not as hard core as you may think) I am Girly! Im only hard when backed into a corner.






You my fans can understand how words such as those to someone you consider a friend can hurt. But to my Fans and those who truly enjoy and like me I am human, just because I am 43 does not mean I have it all together all the time and I have such a crazy life I do it all on my own, and in some ways they may be right. But People always remember there are two sides to every gossiping whisper. My belief is this,True Freinds never insult each other, they may disagree, argue a point of veiw, and take time out from each other, But never put you down. Or make you feel less than. So I decided to let lose and let go without disliking or hating anyone. Maybe we are all just wrong for the task, who knows....................






So enough with that aaawww poor SaXXX Shit! LOL! Really Im good though, You live you learn RIGHT? as one of my ex friends would say, Lol! I am doing things my way this year and I took the the time I would have used to go to Vegas and monies and spent them both well! I got a nice new Cam, fixed up the SaXXX Suite here in Jersey, any one In and around New Jersey, New York want to drop in and sit a spell, SaXXX's Suite is always open for FUN, No snuttiness here and I promise to show you nothing but love. So, now I could bring to you my fans and those that really do like me my crazy ass ways and all, me doing me, and I hope to make great strides in bettering myself, my talents, as a producer, Rude Star, my Sex scenes, my mind, and my heart. I hope that you my fans will join me in my endeavor's to improve and be an uplift to me and all, not a critical insult to my Spirit and/or others. I will try to keep you up to date with great amatuer vids, like my Freebie's, clips, pictures, blogs and adventures. Hey! Im learning, I want to spend more time at home so I can get my scehdule on point, I miss doing my Online Live Rude Shows. So lets try to be kinder to each other and have some Real Sexy Perving Fun! OKAY? Okay!

Ur Favorite Gal Pal SaXXX!

Oh yeah and Be on the look out for my New Project! my Alter-Ego "Ma Ma MILF! She's old school wickedly Funny, Telling everyone How it T-R-U-L-Y IS! LOL!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

I just want  to introduce you all to my new fun and funny project , my Alter Ego "MaMa MILF"
 Ma Ma MILF was born out of my need to "Tell It Like It Is" and the fact that I'm an old school type chick, who dabbling in and out of the crazy as  adult world  of entertainment. See I have a very funny, awkward, and yes silly side to me. That some may find me well not as cool, and or that I'm not mature and or professional enough, that is for them. So I am trying to Channel what I would call my "Very Multi Talented, Creative, Expressive, (take of your shoes and be who you wanna be side). And Maybe there right, there is a time and place for everything! But Dammit! I like having fun while making money. I know everyone see me as this "Sexy Bitch Ass Diva" and I am that too, not to mention, a mom, grandma,  women of the world with a lot on my plate, but I also have times when I want to let lose and laugh and cut a fart if I wanna, giggling. Some people get off on weed, sex all the time, twitting everything and everyone they do, Talking about other in a mean and nasty way, backstabbing, saying they headed to the lab, Grinding, saying they are a constant professional and yada yada etc. I (SaXXX) get off on Money,Laughter, Love Good Times and PEACE!

So to all, I apologize for whatever it is that you think I'm not doing, or behaving as you would want me to and or think I should. I will try and do better. So in the mean time I created MaMa MILF! this will hopefully help me to have some of that built up silly but wickedly funny side out, so  I can be that "SaXXX the Serous Bitch"! When it's Called for............................
and now with nothing further from me! Hhhheeerrrr iiiisss "Ma Ma MILF"!