Wednesday, March 9, 2011

SaXXX The Ugliness Of It All, You will Never Prosper Trying to Destroy Me Fool!


  An Very Evil ass Being has been harrassing me and has been for some time now off and on for about 3-4 years, every few months I get a call from this person. But I won't let anyone person bring SAXXX Down. (now this blog is to clear some stuff up!) Because this Evil Cat has called me over and over for what I don't know why, but Evil is claiming that he's my friend and he's concerned for me. Yeah Right! Lol! In the past and by phone now this person had emailed me such nasty and mean emails and have the emails as proof and the contracts. He has said all kinds of nasty things to me and he claims he lost the footage we did together in a joint effort to achieve a goal. So Never get the footage or anything, but he just called me less then a week ago and for what? I don't know what the hell Evil Is thinking, But this will not help Evil and this is the last I will acknowledge this Bullshit direct, until I finish with my lawyers about the mess.

I went through so much trying to get this all done, to only be pushed around and spokin down to. So I got enough of being put down and talked nasty too and left it all behind it was a non binding, non exclusive thing. (no matter what I was going through nor how hard it would be for me with no help from him, I spent my gas, monies traveling and tolls and time clothing health, child care and so on to do this thing.) I got nothing in return just his insults, I was naive but hungry to do something good and to help some else to get there shit going to. But after going through that and then being called the names and being put down. Man please, I can do bad and feel good about things I do all on my own, People (No Smart Director, and or person claiming to be a girls friend that has an starring actress would be dumb enough to insult the person that will help make things (money) (Grinding for your cause too) better.  Shit if I fall pick me up and put a spin on it? You don’t put the chicks that’s fucking in your scenes down, It’s not your dick that others are paying to see, Oh well guest you didn’t expected SaXXX was going to do anything or be anyone Huh! “Even if the little shit” I’m doing as you put it on the phone to me. It’s still doing good and it’s MINE!) so now this person is just being a big baby and is looking for ways to try and hurt me. I don't know why, he claims he don't want me to work for them (Not that I want to Never again in life would I) on anything with him but yet why are you calling me every few months? We have nothing to say to each other, you got the footage you got the site, use those 5 scene go for it. I owe you ZERO, I will give you No Good Prays! In Fact Lady’s If a Person Treats you nasty and constantly puts you down while you are grinding for a better you and them, DON’t Take It! Get Your Own Cam and Do it YOURSELF, and or know your biz and the people you are going to work with well before you put yourself through the shit I stupidly put myself through. Newbies watch they say to you cause they can be convincing as along as you are sucking and fucking but it soon turn to almost as if they feel they have the power to twist you to run yourself into the ground for them, then put you down when you have an issue with there treatment of you. Lady's It’s your Pussy Take away there power. Take your Pussy Back! And Your Name! Then You don’t Have to Feel Bad about anything you do for self. Let’s stop giving guys like this the time of day to degrade your self esteem, We already Have enough to deal with In Life) My lawyer Friends and I have a many of fans that are more then willing to take up my cause, say if anything you owe me. But I have been nice and not gone that route yet you are trying my kindness, Believe me I have the resources and the Bitch like attitude now to fucking be an force to be wrecking with and I can sustain the madness doing so for some time so if you wanna tie up your life with and deal with being fucked with on a constant basis as you are fucking with me, I will tie your shit up for so freaking long you wish you never fucked with me (SaXXX That No Body as you put it)
Some say I’m foolish for letting people out there get away with this type shit. But I know one thing about life, if you be patience and wait on it (Karma) God will show you the right time and way, the universe works towards the positives pulls in life. Bad People don’t get away with shit! Just for a time they a left to feel they got away with something and then calamity befalls them.
So what you had Rude take down video footage that is shared footage, I forgot it was even up there, hey that you bad. So what it was one little clip and I’m happy cause we don’t even need to know your name and or give you any play since you feel that way! Thank you, Rude for informing of this crazy persons mess. What this silly person fail to get is I got me (I am SAXXX)  and You can’t take who I am away from me.That changes nothing, The People and Fans Love me and They Love my crazy ass and you know it and hate that I’m doing well, in spite of your insults towards me and who I am. So people this person is just being silly and the person know they where wrong for how they did me! So now What? Huh? I am a real human being and I have the right to do me and say to the hell with you and to anyone else that tries to use me. I’m NOT sorry if things aren’t going the way you planned,(planned on USING SAXXX) Remember you told me I was a nobody? you know why thing aren’t how you supposed it to be, As I told you on the phone when you called me, I stopped cause of your insults I will take no one VERBAL ABUSE! Been there Done that and you just fucked up and said all the wrong things to me and cause you meant me harm from the get go so as I have said in a my of my blogs GOD Don't like Evil ass people, Users of others and its KARMA baby! All that shit you said to me has slapped your ass in the face. And Now your calling me to say you’re my friend and that you are the reason why I m so popular and that you’re the reason I’m on the Map? Now you let the Air Out Of You Big ASS Head! I have been SaXXX way Before I started doing Adult Entertainment and probably before your ass was born. I may Not have had all the smarts back then and I’m still never want to be so stuck up that this is not fun for me. That’s why I have great Fans that put up the funds I need now to get done what I Choose. But don’t mistake me as a dumb Bitch. I have given you more then anyone have gotten out of me.   Because of your insult and  treatment of me have I been so slow and caution as to who I work with and be around now.
You have no Ideal what I am Capable of as far as talents and intelligent, but I hope that you and others that have tried can see. I am will still do and Be THE ONE and ONLY SAXXX of SaXJUST4U Aka SeXyAssSaXXX and SaXtripleX and there is Nothing anyone of evil like you assholes can do to Change That! You only have that little footage and you calling me asking me what have I done lately (You will see) just cause I haven’t posted don’t mean I’m not doing the dam thing and  you ask what has anyone done for me lately, You see that too, Beside how dare you try to insult the many people I have worked with since your ass and  before you called me up. I made sure and inform them all that they are the best at least they where kind to me, and that out weights a lot of other shit, How Dare you claim that you did the best work for me, Who telling you that? Is that why you call me, yeah you held the cam but that’s my fucking and sucking a great Dick that Made that footage and guess what you’ll never duplicate that shit and That’s why you so upset cause you fucked up! But You don’t even know how to talk to me when you call, you would not even apologize cause of that fucked up PRIDE some of you men have. So now what? It’s your old ass footage of me and I know it still makes money for you. But you will never get any of me again and no other chick can be me, You cheated me and call me names along with the disrespected of my name and what I had did before you and that I am doing now. So I terminated and step off to do what ever the fuck I choose to do with me and my pussy. My Fans don't care for all that dumb shit you trying to spark a fire for you self. Whatever man, you got want you wanted so Live and let live? The shit is old LEAVE ME ALONE Cause there Is nothing left for you here but a BIG ass Problem if you insist? You Have No Other Legal Basis Your just SHIT OUT OF LUCK! And I don’t think
My Fans aren't going to appreciate the pain and you are trying to do towards me either, now that I have put this out here. I tried very hard not to utter a word but you insist on calling me with DUMB shit! I’m still not giving your ass a name cause your not going to cheat my fans out of there hard earn monies for that little bit of stuff you have swindle people into believing that they are going to see more of me there, and that’s just not ever going to happen! NEVER!  Yeah it’s taking me time but I am Still SaXXX and The People still want me and I will prevail, I will give my fans what they want to see and more of it then you will ever be able to they just want to see and have fun with me SAXXX and That’s it! So since I’m a nothing, go get  your on pussy and a life Pimp That! Cause unless I’m dead no matter how you try to hurt me, I WON'T Let you nor anyone else I’m to Strong, My Heart, My Mind and Soul. I will Thank You for this, For You and the many like you, You have helped me in Learning how to stand up for myself and defend who I am and just how much shit I’m willing to take. Even when I stop doing this biz I still will be SaXXX and my Fans will still LOVE me and My Old ass. I had fans way before this you, You did not make me Fool! You got to be kidding? Know Your Just sad and you told me I’m lost? What about you, Calling Little ole me, the nobody again and again for what? LMFAO? Just Stop Cause I can do this all day and night, but I won’t say anymore after this. I just wanted my fans and real friends and the admin at Rude to know how you coming at me and why someone would ask to have footage removed. It’s a soar betraying hater trying to harm me in what ever way he can find and this was it. So what now is the problem? Go fuck with someone who can do something for you and stop trying to stake claim to me as you said with my old ass self, as you called me a monkey and so on................  


I Just want to say Sorry To Rude and To My Fans for this assholes problems, see people this is the type crazy shit I deal with. And even though I try to keep silent they always seem to force my hand, but I still put a lid on it. I guess they not getting any play and just want to use me for a way of being seen again. People, Ladies Don’t fall for this crap, do Evil No Favours. To Those that know me I know you have a clue as to whom it is but I don't want to name names  cause it will only make him feel good  and it will cheat you my fans out of your money if you do. I blogged about this three years ago, but never gave detail, thought Evil would leave me alone and find another cash whore but it seems that ain’t so. Cause Evil is calling to let me know I would be nothing without them, LOL!!! OOO My side hurts from laughing and crying It’s Just sad. Cause this a very EVIL Person to have fucked me over and then wants me to give him props. For what? For fucking me over? LMFAO! He can go to hell all I care! I struggle and do my little things anyways I can, It's mine all mine. You did nothing but hurt me and take from me. I don’t think my male fans will like knowing this either.  My fans Male and Females love me anyway, Right Fans? ( Drunk or not Silly, Crazy and all, It’s Called ENTERTAINMENT)As Long as I show up and Get the dam Job done and I did for you and a Many others. I’m SaXXX aka SaXXXJUST4U and I’m good at being entertaining, and  Being Sexy and Very Desirable, I was born this way I can’t help it. And no matter how you wanna see it, how any of you want to try and insult me or put me down, instead of helping me and my causes. You can not take away what and who I am. I’m just being REAL and doing it all in front of a Camera and if you like it you like it and if you don’t then change sites. Not everybody’s going to like the same thing. They is room enough for us all, but I’m not going to let no one dictate to me how I’m suppose to be, now change who I am to line your pocket.  Am I Right People? So Fans and Friend of my blog and things this is just letting you know what's going on at times with me and how I have to deal with people coming from out of my past and out of nowhere that used me. Please Don't give Evil play. But I had to tell you all cause of the footage thing and Rude being told to take it down,  This person is an Assholes I’m telling you and then they want to people to believe I’m unprofessional, and  my burning bridges, with who I ask am I burning bridges with? The asshole that’s cheating my fans out of footage, well let that mother fucker burn in that case! Lol!  Shit I built the fucking bridge and Ill burn it if I want! You didn't make me God, my mom and dad and I did this, I Blog and fumble around everyday trying to do my website and things, I can’t help it if the people like my madness and what I'm trying to do and believe me it will get done sooner or later,  Cause Pussy Sales, Crazy Pussy, Drunk Pussy, even that Green Pussy Captian Kirk Got on the Enterprise,  My stuff may be slow  being placed cause I don’t trust anyone anymore so hey it is what it is............. But know this Fools that come at me with insults and trying to do me in! My fans love me in spite of what ever you do or say about me!   Fucking HATER! And that’s better then what I want to call people like you.