Saturday, April 30, 2016

SAXXXNATION SAXXX IS MOVING ON

Hey Hey MY SAXXXNATION!
        It's EVERYONE FAVORITE CRAZY SEXY ASS MILF SAXXX BKA SAXXXJUST4U!

Boy oh boy have I been having a time! But Ive been moving on, little by little, slowly but surely!

Im happiest when Im entertaining my #FANS AND #MSJ #SASJ4U  #VIPS!
I have tried alot of other things, but my heart is with my one on one interactions!
Or when entertaining such as I do when Im hosting #DB's and I #SWINGERS #PARTIES AND #EVENTS!

I been enjoying myself here in my lil studio, getting in so Great #Solo and hand pick non porn biz talents! I bet you want to know why I use non porn biz people huh?

Well it's the fresh fun non thirsty vibe they bring to the film! (NOTHING AGAINST PORN OR THE BIZ)

I just rather deal with people not looking for anything out of me other then to have fun n please me as I do them!

Plus it is so fucking frustrating  the hundreds of emails, text, calls, that the guys with the camera or the guys begging me to fuck them so they become a freakin pornstar!

And NO MATTER how many times I or my PORNSTAR FRIENDS TELL them, just because u fuck a girl (SAXXX) DOES NOT MAKE U A PORNSTAR! Hell IM NOT EVEN A PS BY PORNSTAR STANDARDS! Lmfao

JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE IS ON FILM FUCKING DOES NOT MAKE YOU A FUCKING PORNSTAR PEOPLE!

Anyways, whew! Yeah see that shit get me worked up! People I just like filming my erotic fun, nothing planned out, No film crew, No team, NO MALE OR FEMALE PRO PORN TALENTS, NO FOOTAGE EXCHANGING, NO DRAMA!

IT'S JUST ME AND YOU HAVING GREAT EROTIC FUN AMATEUR STYLE!

I KNOW PEOPLE SOME OF YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I WOULDN'T WANT TO DO IT THE WAY EVERYONE ELSE IS!

SEE THATS IT RIGHT THERE! Im NOT EVERYONE ELSE!

Im HAPPY though! (ISN'T THAT ALL THAT MATTERS)

So I been filming my lil things and well posting bit by bit!
I mostly WANT YOU MY FANS AND VIPS TO JUST BE ABLE TO ENJOY ME "SAXXX" BEING AUTHENTIC, BEING REAL! Being my fun loving crazy sexy self!

IM NOT LOOKING TO BE IN OR ON OTHER PEOPLE DVD'S , MAGAZINES, OR WHATEVER ANYMORE! People I DID ALL THAT!
NOW IM WANTING TO ENJOY DOING WHATEVER I WANT OF MY OWN FOR MY OWN ESTEEM, BIZ, HAPPINESS!

Example: HAVE YOU EVER GIVING ALL U HAD TO YOUR FAMILY OR SAY A CLOSE FRIEND AND TURN AROUND AND FIND YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LEFT NOT EVEN THE FREAKIN STRENGTH YOU FEEL FOR YOUR OWN DAM SELF?

THATS HOW I FEEL, IM SO DAM TIRED OF DOING FOR OTHERS AND OVERLOOKING MY DAM SELF! I HAVE DONE THIS FOR YEARS, IM ABOUT TO BE 50 YEARS OF AGE NEXT YEAR! IM DONE DOING FOR OTHERS!

SO NOW IM ALL ABOUT ME AND WHAT EVER AND HOW EVER I DO AND OR GET WHAT I WANT DONE!

CAN YOU DIG!

SAXXXNATION I THANK YOU FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT LIKE WHATEVER IT IS I DO!

I GREATLY APPRECIATE YOU ALL! EVERYONES #FAVORITE SEXY CRAZY ASS MILF
SAXXX BKA #SAXXXJUST4U

XOXO

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Sunday, April 10, 2016

FUNNY HOW PEOPLE TELL YOU TO BE REAL, BUT WHAT THEY REALLY MEAN IS

Funny How people always telling me to BE REAL 100?, But what I've come to learn what they Really mean is for me to be REALLY FAKE! And OR GOOD AT FAKING and FRONTING!

NO BODY WANTS THE TRUTH, I MEAN I ACCEPTED IT WHEN PEOPLE, SO CALLED CLOSE FRIENDS CALL ME A CRAZY BLACK BITCH IN MY FACE AND BEHIND MY BACK AND OTHERS COME TELL ME!

But dammit if I tell some of MY TRUTHS, how I feel, MY WISDOMS, My LIFE, My likes and or DISlikes (SHIT SINCE PEOPLE LIKE TO CHAT SO DAM MUCH) LOL! and yet STILL BE THAT SEXY CHICK THAT CAN SQUIRT AND SUCK A DICK SO GOOD IT MAKE MENS HEADS EXPLODE!

LOL IT'S ALL GOOD THOUGH CAUSE THOSE THAT CAN'T DEAL AND OR FIND MY OPENESS AS REFRESHING, NEW AND DOWN RIGHT SINCERE, AUTHENTIC CARING!

   
LET IT BE DUDES THAT'S JUST LOOKING TO USE AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME IN AND ON FILMING, THERE WEBSITES, ETC OR THOSE THAT JUST WANT TO GET WITH ME FOR WHATEVER REASON AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO OFFER ME OF ANY WORTH! 

*DROP OFF AND GO YOUR WAY BE BLESSED!*

#TRUTH IS, IM NOT IN THIS BIZ TO JUST FUCK EVERY DUDE THAT WANTS ME, BECAUSE THEY SAY SO? AND IT WILL MAKE THEM AND OTHERS HAPPY WITH ME!


#TRUTH IS, I GOT SMART TO THE GAMES BEING PLAYED IN AND WITH CERTAIN SHADY CHARACTERs IN "THE BIZ" AND AFTER GOING BROKE AND HOMELESS HELPING THOSE DUDES WITH CAMERAS, I DECIDED ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

#TRUTH IS, IM IN THIS FOR DONATIONS, GIFTS, REAL HELP, IN MY DAY TO DAY LIVING AND IF SHARING MY BODY WITH YOU GETS ME THAT THEN IM ALL GOOD, WE DONT HAVE TO BE ANYTHING TO EACH OTHER, OTHER THEN THAT! 

#TRUTH IS, IM NOT A CLINGY, NEEDY FEMALE, I DONT MIND BEING OUT HERE ON MY OWN! 

#TRUTH IS I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO AND REAL ENOUGH TO SAY JUST WHATS ON MY MIND, SO IT DOESN'T GET BOTTLED UP ON THE INSIDE A SLOWLY KILL ME!

#TRUTH IS, WHEN KEEPING IT REAL GOES WRONG!? Is A LIE!
CAUSE YOU CAN NEVER GO WRONG WITH THE TRUTH!

"BELIEVE EVERYTHING DONE N THE DARK WILL EVENTUALLY COME TO THE LIGHT"

SO FOR ALL THAT CAN'T STAND ME AND OR MY TRUTHS, HOW I AM, MY CHARACTER, MY FLAWS, MY FUNNY SPIRIT AND THAT I WON'T ALLOW YOU TO JUST WALK ALL OVER ME AND USE MY BODY!?  
COOL, WHEW! HOPEFULLY I WILL NEVER DEAL WITH CAUSE I DONT NEED NOR WANT PEOPLE LIKE YOU!

I LIKE REAL GENUINELY, AUTHENTIC SINCERE, HONEST, STRAIGHT SHOOTERS, WORTHWHILE, GENEROUS MINDED PEOPLE!

NOT FUCKING #PARASITE!   NON HUMANS WHO TAKE TAKE TAKE AND LEAVING NOTHING BUT WASTE BEHIND THEM!

#SORRYBUTNOTSORRY
IM DOING DAM GOOD!
I WILL #SURVIVE! I AM #SAXXX BKA #SAXXXJUST4U I AM #REAL AND I KEEP ALL I DO N SAY %100

My #TRUE #FANS, #FOLLOWERS #MSJ #VIPS LIKE ME JUST AS I AM!

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