When I first started out I Imagined Producing Something that I Myself Would Control And Own!
MY IDEALS where nothing like what I asked OF THOSE THAT COME to me and there ideals!
I NEVER wanted my sites to be just about nothing but pictures and videos of sexual acts! I wanted my sites to be about my ADVENTURES in the SEXY EROTIC world I (I MsSaXXX BNA #SAXXX) lived in! As usual no-one wants to hear what I wanted because everyone else was such a pro and OR felt my IDEALS would never work!
AND by me being NOT so experienced in building websites I kinda was at the whelm of others! Sadly to say I NEVER had a chance! Before I could really start out in the online video world I was done!
IM NOT going to go through the stories that I HAVE HAD to have MENTAL COUSELING ABOUT! That's just how BADLY I felt after all of the BULLSHIT I got from people!
But I STILL press on, Now Fans of me I have tell you if you haven't noticed At first I was daily weekly shooting and uploading stuff BUT after a SO MANY home and #BIZ #DIFFICULTies I #lost my #love for the #GRIND and went in to SOME OTHER non #adult #businesses that has brought me #great #success!
SO I'm kinda not as dependent on "The Adult Biz" as I once was! SO now I post up as I feel! I ADORE my #fans BUT I HAVE gotten #OLDER and my PRIORITIES have MOST DEFINITELY changed!
When I first started out with adult videos I was not a grandmother of three BEAUTIFUL baby girls or running my own #Airbnb OR #DEALING with severe pain n having to get epidorals just to maintain me being able to walk! Also I was not as #WISE OR #hipped to the pit falls of "the biz" as far as online and the THINGS people pull on #naive wanna be's! BUT #time CHANGES EVERYTHING they say!
So I HAVE not been as #amused with jumping up and editing the tons of #footage and #pictures I have from over the years, but I will be posting from time to time because what else do I DO with all this shit! Lol!
Plus it all makes #great #promo #material for my #ABILITIES AND #SKILLS AS A VERY #PASSIONATE #ESCORT! So #people fans #followers I'm still alive and kicking I'm just doing things without the #anxieties of trying to OUT DO OR keep up with others!
Besides I HAVE NEVER WANTED to be seen as others I DON'T #PLAY #FOLLOW THE #LEADERS! I have always #danced to my own drums! #LOL
SO when and if you see something #new you like OR old (VIDOES #CLIPS OR PIX) hit me up at sj4u2011@gmail.com and order directly from me #MsSaXXX UR #fantasy customs videos oh and remember I'M A #SOLO ARTIST! I DON'T REALLY CARE TO DO #BOY #GIRL ANYMORE! You can also join me at MY FAN SITE www.SAXXX.MODELCENTRO.COM
MY SAXXXJUST4U.COM SITE WORKS BUT ONLY TAKES #MASTERCARD BECAUSE I CHOOSE NOT TO INVEST ANYMORE IN IT UNTIL I TAKE IT DOWN AND #REBUILD AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHEN I WILL GET AROUND TO THAT! I BEEN TAKEN #CLASSES WHEN I CAN TO #LEARN ALL I NEED TO KNOW BUT #TRUTHFULLY IT HAS BEEN VERY SLOW GOING!
Well TIL next time I feel it, I'm sending #hugs and #kisses! #SAXXXNATION
