DUE TO "MY WAYS OF WANTING TO BE TREATED WITH PROPER DUE RESPECT MINDSET AND THE CONSTANT LOSE OF MY DUE TO ME FUNDS AFTER I HAVE DONE MY PART WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE, TEAMS, AND PROJECTS! THE MANY FAILED ATTEMPTS, THE MANY UNFAIR AND NOT GOOD BUSINESS ADVENTURES, THE FAILED PROPER SUPPORT OF PEOPLE AROUND ME!
AND ADDED STRESSES OF HAVING TO TO TAKE LOSES AND STILL HUSTLE TO SURVIVE! DUE TO ME LOSING MY ABILITY TO WALK SOME DAYS NOW, MY PHYSICAL HEALTH ISN'T ON POINT AS IT ONCE WAS, DUE TO SERVER PAIN I SUFFER EVERYDAY.
AND THE BIGGEST IS THE LACK OF RESPECT I FEEL I AM NOT SHOWN OR GIVEN BEING THAT MOST PEOPLE FEEL HOES, PORNSTARS, ADULT ENTERTAINERS, WOMEN. DON'T NEED TO BE TALKED TO KINDLY OR AS IF WE ARENT OF VALUE TO THE WORLD EITHER!
I STOPPED, I QUIT, SUBJECTING MYSELF TO THE MAINSTREAM OF THE ADULT ALL OUT FUCK A BITCH FEST!
I STOPPED PUTTING MYSELF IN THOSE POSITIONS, I ADMIT 2 DEFEAT! I LOSE PEOPLE!
IM NOT STRONG! IM NOT ALL THAT!
I LISTEN TO MY HEART AND MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND DID WHAT WAS BEST FOR ME! I DID WHAT EVERYONE TELLS ME " SAXXX GIRL LETS THAT SHIT THE PAST THE PEOPLE GO" "GIRL TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND DAM WHAT OTHERS THINK AND SAY" i LISTEN AND DID ALL THAT OKAY #SAXXXNATION
I HAVE NOT POSTED ANOTHER VIDEO OR UPDATED SHIT ANYWHERE BECAUSE OF ME MAKING THESE CHANGES!
IM SORRY IF IT ANGERS PEOPLE, BUT I JUST DON'T FEEL HAPPY FUCKING AND FILMING FOR FREE AND OR WITH CERTAIN BULLISH PEOPLE! IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD, IT MAKES ME FEEL MORE WORTHLESS THEN BEING A WHORE!
I KNOW SOME OF YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND AND OR DONT EVEN CARE ( THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE ON MY PROFILE CLINGING TO MY EVER WORD? ) SOME OF YOU HAVE ALREADY STARTED SHOWING ME YOUR DISPLEASURE OF MY CHANGES, BY ATTACKING MY ONLINE SOCIAL MEDIA PROFILES AND IM EXPECTING THERE TO BE MUCH MORE DEVIOUS HATEFUL WICKEDNESS!
I AM SO SORRY, BUT ALL THINGS CHANGE PEOPLE! MOST OF YOU HATED ME ANYWAYS, SO THIS SHOULD MAKE YOU ALL VERY HAPPY!
I DONT FILM WITH OTHERS CAUSE IT'S ALWAYS A PROBLEM AND IM USUALLY THE ONE PEOPLE WILL SAY I WAS DIFFICULT OR CRAZY!
SO UNDERSTAND TO ELIMINATE MOST OF THE DRAMAS OF HAVING PEOPLE THINK OF ME SO MEANLY AND ME NOT GETTING PAID AND JUST ALL THE UN NEEDED DRAMA #FANS AND #FOLLOWERS UNDERSTAND PLEASE ( I WORK ALONE WHEN EVER I FEEL WELL ENOUGH TO FILM MY LITTLE HOME MADE FLICKS WITH MY TOYS, STOCKINGS, FETISH TYPE SHIT FOR MY SURVIVAL THATS IT) GUYS!
i DON'T HATE NOONE AND IM NOT BITTER, INFACT BEFORE I EVEN TRIED FILMING MY EX BOY FRIEND ASKED ME IF I WAS SURE, BECAUSE I WAS AN ESCORT BEFORE MY GOOD FRIEND FOUND ME IN BACKPAGE AND OFFERED ME TO DO FILMS WITH HIM AND BECAUSE OF THAT I GAVE IT A TRY! IF YOU ARE A LONG TIME TRUE FANS OF ME YOU WOULD KNOW THIS STORY!
BUT ANYWAYS MY EX WAS RIGHT I SHOULD HAVE JUST CONTINUED BEING THE LOVELY AT PEACE ESCORT I WAS AND NOW I RETURN TO! IT'S CALMER, IM AT PEACE, I DONT HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF TO ANYONE, OR BE ON DISPLAY! AND THE BEST PART IS I CAN TAKE CARE OF MY BILLS WITH OUT STRESSING! YES THERE ARE DANGERS THATS THE TRADE OFF, BUT THERE IS LESS DRAMA AND PEOPLE ALL IN MY BIZ!
SO AGAIN PEOPLE IM SORRY BUT MY LIFE HAS CHANGE AND I GUESS IT NEEDED IT TOO. I THANK YOU ALL AND HOPE THAT YOU ALL CAN FORGIVE ME!
I WILL STILL BE SAXXX BKA SAXXXJUST4U AKA SEXYASSSAXXX AKA MSSAXYJACKSON
SINCERELY UR 48 YR OLD MILF/GILF
