Tuesday, July 13, 2010
2254 says >
hi 4:32 PM
you there 4:37 PM
feel like you are busy 4:37 PM
hit me when you can 4:37 PM
bye 4:37 PM
SaXXX say> hi 4:38 PM
yes 4:38 PM
2254 says >
hey how are you 4:38 PM
do not want to bother you 4:38 PM
SaXXX says> im good 4:38 PM
2254 Says >
feel bad 4:38 PM
SaXXX says> about what 4:38 PM
2254 says>
awesome 4:38 PM
about anything 4:38 PM
not sure if you need some space 4:38 PM
SaXXX say's> uuuuhhh, im not sure what you are reffering to 4:39 PM
do we know each other personally 4:39 PM
2254 Says>
i know just got back from your trip 4:39 PM
no we do not but i would like too get to know you 4:39 PM
if thats okay with you 4:39 PM
SaXXX says> Well sweet heart, Im sorry but I am all over the place living my life and I just work alot, So im still not sure what you want from me other than to say hi once in a while? 4:41 PM
2254 says>
would love to meet you 4:41 PM
take you for lunch or drinks or dinner 4:41 PM
SaXXX Say's > I really have no time in my life for relationships other than the ocassional Hi's I do. I just got out of a 5 yrs relationship and a 5yr one before that and a 6 yr marragiage before that, Iam no longer going to be getting to that point anymore. I like being on my own with no one to answer to now, and well it should have been that way a while back, but you no us girls we always trying to get with someone, to make a family, well I now no longer am looking for relations. So Im not sure but I hope this answer"s the thought's in your head, lol! 4:45 PM
2254 Says>
not looking for a relationship either i am married 4:46 PM
looking for a friend 4:46 PM
SaXXXs Says > well, drinks it is! and will that be trying to get to know each other for benefits? other than a bite to eat and drinks, cause well Im not good at that either, so us being able to say hi online fits us great don't it? 4:49 PM
2254 Says>
drinks and see what happens 4:50 PM
no promises either way 4:50 PM
if benefits great if just drinks cool 4:50 PM
no worries either way 4:50 PM
SaXXXs Says> I have big issue and problems so I find it easier to stay to myself, I mean im a great person, but i always get used or hurt, so I don"t care for people other than making my money. 4:50 PM
2254 Says>
look not looking to hurt you and have been honest about everything with you 4:51 PM
if do not want to meet its cool 4:51 PM
no pressure 4:51 PM
SaXXXs Says> Thats cool, well I never know when something like that will accure cause I never have time, so in the mean time , online Buds fit this just fine for me, Sorry if that's not what you want to hear but thats my reality. 4:52 PM
2254 Says >
its all goood 4:52 PM
no pressure 4:52 PM
no expectations 4:52 PM
live life and see what happens 4:52 PM
if we meet cool 4:52 PM
if not thats fine too 4:52 PM
SaXXXs Says> That's what I do live life! 4:53 PM
2254 Says>
same here 4:53 PM
try to live it to its fullest and not be an ass to anyone 4:53 PM
think comminication and honest is importatn 4:54 PM
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SaXXX Says> okay cool! u and me both, but when u got people coming at you from all types of view point's that's when I got like this! Then u also must reconize not all people treat people like that, and being who I am people seem to want more out of me then what they are intitled too so, I have to shut them down before they go to far, which I have let far to many people get away with anyway. So sorry if im short and sweet with things and people coming at me like this, it's only because a person can get very tired of things. Maybe thats shallow of me, but everyday I get people say they just want to be freinds and really it's all about ass! 4:58 PM
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2254 Says>
look there are plenty of asses out there 4:59 PM
plenty of people who wanted to be friends and need help and i helped just to get burned 5:00 PM
so yes i can skeptical too 5:00 PM
but i still try to get people benefit of the doubt until they burn me 5:00 PM
i know you have that wall around you 5:00 PM
feel it 5:01 PM
and know part of it, is too push people away 5:01 PM
if they are like me, will not leave so easy 5:01 PM
but probably works with most 5:01 PM
willing to take my chance 5:02 PM
but up to you 5:03 PM
easy way to push me away is silence 5:10 PM
i hate it more then anything 5:10 PM
well hope we can talk more and get to know each other 5:12 PM
if not its fine, 0ur lives will contuinue 5:13 PM
talk to you later hopefully 5:13 PM
bye 5:13 PM
SaXXXs Says> Thanks, Im happy you kinda understand, I don't push people away, But I don"t have it in me anymore to just be like oh this cool guy chat's with me online, so Im going to just jump at a chance with making friends anymore I have to gaurd my life, soul, and heart, cause as I said before, to much has been taken away from me, Time, Money, Spirit, Etc. So if your real about it, Im doing what's best for me, cause really I don't really know you and as I said before I'm ever so busy. Making freinds cost, all types of resources, going out for drinks, you don"t always want people paying your bills, especailly being a women. And You don't always want people to know your on a budget either, all Im saying is 5:29 PM
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